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Tuesday, August 16, 2011.

Ive officially ended my working life, I mean my 'temp job' ><

Now to the beginning of new life, BACK TO SCHOOL! Im seriously not excited about this. Im feeling rather nervous and confused. Im not sure whether the course that I chose really suits me the best and if its not, can I really endure, cope with it, and do well? Im afraid, fear of failing.

For once, I wana really score well and make my parents esp mum proud. I really hope these upcoming 3 yrs of study life will be a smooth one & lead me to a good job. Insya'allah :)

Now its the 16th of ramadhan, less than 2 weeks time we will be celebrating Hari Raya.

Preparation wise, baju raya semue dah complete :D BUT kuih raya belum lagi. Planning to bake one tonight. Hmm what shall I bake?? Well perhaps chocolate chips & peanut butter cookies for a start :) Afterall, I cant seem to fall asleep yet, so must as well do something productive ;)

Personal wise, hmm its been almost a year, yup a year of silence. Wherever you are my dearest 'mr charming', do take good care of yourself and be happy alright, well Im sure u have been doing good :) Hey, just so you know, Im still missing you :') & my feelings for you never change, it never fade..... :(

Labels: I guess Im still waiting though its impossible

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Sunday, July 10, 2011.

Which one should I get? Hmmmm.

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Tuesday, May 17, 2011.

Hey there! Well Im not pretty sure if there is still any reader following my blog, but just wana do a quick update (: I know Ive been neglecting this blog eversince Ive started working, and not only that, Ive neglected my laptop too. Ive not been using it for almost a month. Sorry lappy. So having said that, I have decided to remove the tagboard at the side cause I no longer gona be active here. Well yes, people might suggest I should just delete this blog BUT im not gona do that, cause this online diary has been close with me eversince I was 17. Cause believe me, I'll definitely still blog once a while, just to make sure this blog is still ALIVE (: Many also said I should move to tmblr. Hmm, well I cant deny tmblr is so much easier to express myself just by the cool pictures, but again, I wont have the time. Afterall, some of those cool pictures that I totally love will be posted at my fb account (: Anyway, my graduation day will be on next wednesday! Im so excited for it :D

Im also currently waiting for university replies, hopefully I got into any of it. Cause I really wana continue studying. For now, yup Im happy with the workplace I got into, will be working till August unless uni rejects me, then I'll be continue working till next year. Overall, life has been super great (: Personal wise, well it gets better each and everyday especially with the busyness that Im tied to. But yes, I can never lie or deny that Im still loving that person. That very same person. I still do miss him especially when at times I passed by the place we first met. Cause just so you know, Im now working at that area, so every single day, every spot of the place reminds me of you. At first it was really hard, it made me cried so hard during lunch time. But after sometime, I guess Im alright. Well mr charming, you know..its not the goodbye that hurts, but the flashbacks that follow. And there isnt a moment of my day that isnt spent wondering where you are, what you're doing, how you're feeling. And the reason is because, I still care. If only you got the chance to read this..all my previous post, then you'll know my dear, just how much you mean to me...

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Monday, March 28, 2011.

Well, Ive got nothing to lose because NO GOOD MAN can ever be stolen, unless he wants to.

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Monday, March 21, 2011.

Its my 20th BIRTHDAY, hee ;D

Will be going out later with my favourite darlings to celebrate my birthday. Wonder what will be the plan, dorang semue macam berahsia gitu! Well I really dont mind, what matters is, Im surrounded by my loved ones on my special day :D

And yessss, Happy 47th Birthday to my dear mama! Semoga panjang umur selalu, so that we could celebrate more of our birthdays in future, insya allah (:

I shall update soon about the whole celebration alright. Stay tune!

To all my friends, thanks for the wishes, be it through sms, phone calls or facebook. Totally appreciate it and it really brighten up my day, love you all! xoxo

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Wednesday, March 16, 2011.

HELLO EVERYONE :D
Yes I know ive been missing for quite some time, so sorry for neglecting you dear blogger.
Ive been waiting to go for job interviews, sadly I received none. Maybe just not yet, well I really hope to hear from them soon cause I badly need a job.
Firstly, due to money of course. Secondly, to occupy my time.
Well for the past few weeks, what I did was rotting at home and meeting my friends for great outings such as sentosa, karaoke, sleepover and etc. Basically chilling with my wonderful friends :D
Somehow Im missing my schoolmates, esp my malay peeps. Must really plan an outing soon with them. Takkan nk tunggu graduation baru nak jumpe kannn.

An update : Will be going to Bangkok with sister on April. Cant wait for that! :D

I cant believe that Im turning 20 in less than a week?! Excited? Hmm not really, I dont know why but Im not that excited for this year. But for sure I will still celebrate, its my birthday you see! :D Somehow Im looking forward to turn 21, not because of being LEGAL but that age will be really nice because it falls on 21st march 2012. hee (:

For this year birthday, all I hope for is to be surrounded by my loved ones (:
Cute sweet surprises will be nice, hee. It doesnt have to be a BIG ones or expensive, just something sweet that comes from the heart, sincerity. I will definitely appreciate and treasure that. *hugs*

So tomorrow I will be at atikah's crib again. Haha, mcm tak puas2 gitu eh, padahal last mon baru sleepover at her house. I have to be there tomorrow cause die mintak tolong nk bake cupcakes, so yeah no problem babe! Im sure it gona taste sweet. Hmmmm :D

I guess I'll end here, will do more updates in future. Stay tune. XOXO

Found this at my friend's tmblr. Its so true. Insya allah, bila hati sudah betul-betul yakin dan ikhlas, I will change for the better, a better muslimah (:

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Saturday, February 26, 2011.

Yesterday marks the LAST DAY of my school life in NYP.

Yes, Im done with schooling!! FREEDOM

So now its time to relax for two weeks and in a mean time, start applying for jobs. Its just so sad that mummy daddy wont be giving me pocket money anymore :(

I really need to find a good job with high pay. Because, I need to start saving for my daily $$ once university starts.

I wished I could type more but words just cant seem to flow right now, I promise I will do a proper update soon.

XOXO

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