And tears are heard within de harp I touch

2011-08-16T23:29:00.002+08:00

Ive officially ended my working life, I mean my 'temp job' ><

Now to the beginning of new life, BACK TO SCHOOL! Im seriously not excited about this. Im feeling rather nervous and confused. Im not sure whether the course that I chose really suits me the best and if its not, can I really endure, cope with it, and do well? Im afraid, fear of failing.

For once, I wana really score well and make my parents esp mum proud. I really hope these upcoming 3 yrs of study life will be a smooth one & lead me to a good job. Insya'allah :)

Now its the 16th of ramadhan, less than 2 weeks time we will be celebrating Hari Raya.

Preparation wise, baju raya semue dah complete :D BUT kuih raya belum lagi. Planning to bake one tonight. Hmm what shall I bake?? Well perhaps chocolate chips & peanut butter cookies for a start :) Afterall, I cant seem to fall asleep yet, so must as well do something productive ;)

Personal wise, hmm its been almost a year, yup a year of silence. Wherever you are my dearest 'mr charming', do take good care of yourself and be happy alright, well Im sure u have been doing good :) Hey, just so you know, Im still missing you :') & my feelings for you never change, it never fade..... :(

2011-07-10T01:15:00.002+08:00

Which one should I get? Hmmmm.

2011-05-17T20:16:00.004+08:00

Hey there! Well Im not pretty sure if there is still any reader following my blog, but just wana do a quick update (: I know Ive been neglecting this blog eversince Ive started working, and not only that, Ive neglected my laptop too. Ive not been using it for almost a month. Sorry lappy. So having said that, I have decided to remove the tagboard at the side cause I no longer gona be active here. Well yes, people might suggest I should just delete this blog BUT im not gona do that, cause this online diary has been close with me eversince I was 17. Cause believe me, I'll definitely still blog once a while, just to make sure this blog is still ALIVE (: Many also said I should move to tmblr. Hmm, well I cant deny tmblr is so much easier to express myself just by the cool pictures, but again, I wont have the time. Afterall, some of those cool pictures that I totally love will be posted at my fb account (: Anyway, my graduation day will be on next wednesday! Im so excited for it :D

Im also currently waiting for university replies, hopefully I got into any of it. Cause I really wana continue studying. For now, yup Im happy with the workplace I got into, will be working till August unless uni rejects me, then I'll be continue working till next year. Overall, life has been super great (: Personal wise, well it gets better each and everyday especially with the busyness that Im tied to. But yes, I can never lie or deny that Im still loving that person. That very same person. I still do miss him especially when at times I passed by the place we first met. Cause just so you know, Im now working at that area, so every single day, every spot of the place reminds me of you. At first it was really hard, it made me cried so hard during lunch time. But after sometime, I guess Im alright. Well mr charming, you know..its not the goodbye that hurts, but the flashbacks that follow. And there isnt a moment of my day that isnt spent wondering where you are, what you're doing, how you're feeling. And the reason is because, I still care. If only you got the chance to read this..all my previous post, then you'll know my dear, just how much you mean to me...

2011-03-28T21:16:00.003+08:00

Well, Ive got nothing to lose because NO GOOD MAN can ever be stolen, unless he wants to.

2011-03-21T10:15:00.002+08:00

Its my 20th BIRTHDAY, hee ;D

Will be going out later with my favourite darlings to celebrate my birthday. Wonder what will be the plan, dorang semue macam berahsia gitu! Well I really dont mind, what matters is, Im surrounded by my loved ones on my special day :D

And yessss, Happy 47th Birthday to my dear mama! Semoga panjang umur selalu, so that we could celebrate more of our birthdays in future, insya allah (:

I shall update soon about the whole celebration alright. Stay tune!

To all my friends, thanks for the wishes, be it through sms, phone calls or facebook. Totally appreciate it and it really brighten up my day, love you all! xoxo

2011-03-16T16:03:00.005+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE :D
Yes I know ive been missing for quite some time, so sorry for neglecting you dear blogger.
Ive been waiting to go for job interviews, sadly I received none. Maybe just not yet, well I really hope to hear from them soon cause I badly need a job.
Firstly, due to money of course. Secondly, to occupy my time.
Well for the past few weeks, what I did was rotting at home and meeting my friends for great outings such as sentosa, karaoke, sleepover and etc. Basically chilling with my wonderful friends :D
Somehow Im missing my schoolmates, esp my malay peeps. Must really plan an outing soon with them. Takkan nk tunggu graduation baru nak jumpe kannn.

An update : Will be going to Bangkok with sister on April. Cant wait for that! :D

I cant believe that Im turning 20 in less than a week?! Excited? Hmm not really, I dont know why but Im not that excited for this year. But for sure I will still celebrate, its my birthday you see! :D Somehow Im looking forward to turn 21, not because of being LEGAL but that age will be really nice because it falls on 21st march 2012. hee (:

For this year birthday, all I hope for is to be surrounded by my loved ones (:
Cute sweet surprises will be nice, hee. It doesnt have to be a BIG ones or expensive, just something sweet that comes from the heart, sincerity. I will definitely appreciate and treasure that. *hugs*

So tomorrow I will be at atikah's crib again. Haha, mcm tak puas2 gitu eh, padahal last mon baru sleepover at her house. I have to be there tomorrow cause die mintak tolong nk bake cupcakes, so yeah no problem babe! Im sure it gona taste sweet. Hmmmm :D

I guess I'll end here, will do more updates in future. Stay tune. XOXO

Found this at my friend's tmblr. Its so true. Insya allah, bila hati sudah betul-betul yakin dan ikhlas, I will change for the better, a better muslimah (:

2011-02-26T15:13:00.002+08:00

Yesterday marks the LAST DAY of my school life in NYP.

Yes, Im done with schooling!! FREEDOM

So now its time to relax for two weeks and in a mean time, start applying for jobs. Its just so sad that mummy daddy wont be giving me pocket money anymore :(

I really need to find a good job with high pay. Because, I need to start saving for my daily $$ once university starts.

I wished I could type more but words just cant seem to flow right now, I promise I will do a proper update soon.

XOXO

2011-01-31T09:21:00.002+08:00

The weather has been crying non stop for the past few days. Well it does stop, probably half an hour or so and it will start pouring back heavily. And as for today, it was such a WET monday. Everyone was hoping and wishing if they could skip school or work. Well my brother was lucky to be sick early this morning, and yes, he managed to skip school. Ohhhh jealousss nyee aku!
Its alright, just 2 and the half days of schooling for this week. I'll get through this easily. haha
Hmm, I hate to admit this but......the fact is.....raining seasons like this, it really makes me wanna have you badly by my side. I swear I do honey. I miss those hugs, im longing for it. I want you to cuddle me real tight and keep me warm. And ohh baby, I truly miss the scent of yours :(
This feelings just caught up badly with me for the past few days and it got so worst yesterday night. I miss your presence, your scent so much that I cried. I know I shouldnt be in that state. It shouldnt be this way. I have been doing fine but....im sorry I just cant help it :'(
So like Ive mentioned, yesterday night was the worst. I wrapped myself with my blanket, hugging my pillows tightly especially the turtle one. But still, I feel empty and the thoughts simply doesnt wana go away. I remembered you in every single memories we had, I remembered your touch....I remembered just how perfect u put your arms around me, I remembered your voice... :'( :'( I wanted you to be with me, but sadly you will never be :'( :'(
I....feel...so...lonely..... *crying*

2011-01-27T13:45:00.006+08:00

Taylor Lautner *Love*

My latest fantasy, hehe

Amazing isnt he? Hot sexy charming. I really cant take my eyes off him :D

Im currently in FYP lab. Totally bored. Theres nothing much to do. So I guess blogging will be great for now :) Hmm where should I begin? Okay lets talk about my plans for CNY holiday. Well my family and I have decided to have our short getaway during that period. Initial plan was fraser hill at pahang, then change to batam/bali and now the FINAL destination, Kuala Lumpur. It was a last minute plan as all of us were kinda pack with work and no one seems to volunteer to do the planning. The fact that we've been to KL for numerous times doesnt stop us from going there again, because we do have our favourite stops that we would love to visit again. Yes of course, the excitement wont be the same, but Im really greatful and glad for this holiday, because I badly need it :) Well im sure it will be an enjoyable one :D Insya' allah for the next holiday, I will 'volunteer' myself to plan something better, perhaps to Bali. I really wana go there.

Im not so sure what I felt, I dont dare to say much but Im pretty sure it feels kinda different lately. I do still remember you, I do miss you a little but its way way way different from what Ive been doing few months ago. Its not numb. I do feel something but its kinda plain empty, no more pain, no more tears. I feel calm when I think of you. I could still smile when I miss you. Perhaps thats what we called remembering the 'memories'. Feelings wise? I can be very fickle minded with it, well its still positive. Lets just put it this way, its between me and god. No one can ever understand, to be honest, not even my mind.

2011-01-24T21:29:00.007+08:00

XOXO

And yesterday marks a year Ive known you. Isnt is amazing, on how a year could had changed the whole flow of your life? In case if you are wondering, yes my dear boy, that text was meant for you :) Weirdly, a year ago, on that very same date, there was a girl cheerfully excited about knowing someone and thought he could make a difference in her life, bt sadly they have to agree with fate, that it just had to end. So this year, on the very same date, she remembered every single thing that happened throughout the year. Majority of the memories made her smile. Well she wasnt mad nor cried though he wasnt there with her yesterday, infact she remained calm and manage to produce a silent smile. Because apparently without she realising, the fact is she has actually slowly move on. I am totally amazed with her strength for yesterday. Insya'allah I hope this strength will goes on. Afterall, she deserves to smile.

Now lets talk about school, well I'm left with FOUR MORE WEEKS and I'm officially done :D

So around feb, I should start applying for jobs since my 6 semester results will be out in the middle of the march. I certainly need a part time job while waiting for uni. Somewhere in feb also, I will start registering myself for uni and hopefully I got in, hmm bt most probably I think I masuk SIM. No choice, GPA terrible. tsktskts :(

So thats the plan for the few months ahead. I'll update more on that during march alright :D

While sabrina is hooked up or should I say tersampuk terpukau dengan EDWARD CULLEN. I pulak terbalik, hehe. All thanks to nur kasih :) Well apparently, that drama had been shown I think last year at sensasi channel, bt too bad I was subscribed to mio tv. Naseeebbb this year SURIA CHANNEL played that drama. Im totally in Lovvvveee with that drama. Its one of the BEST drama ive ever watched. The story is simply great. I think the actors and actress did a good job. Also credit goes to the pengarah and script writer. It was really good! THE MAIN ACTOR in this drama was superb! His acting skills was marvelous and shines really well in this nur kasih. Not only that, he is soooo damnnnn sweeettt handsome looking, hehe. You know in this drama whenever there is a scene where he has to potray his love towards his wife, its simply so romanticly sweet (awwwww) I could really feel it. Another plus point; He's macho in a way too! :p

So im officially HOOKED UP with this actor due to his brilliant acting skill and his sweet smile :D

Well for malaysian actor, awal ashaari will be still number one (he was brilliant in syurga cinta) followed by REMY ISHAK :D :D

Im so excited and really cant wait for NUR KASIH THE MOVIE TO BE RELEASE OUT! I heard it will be end of this year, well its okay I can wait. I think the the main actress and actor, looks so cute together. GOOD chemistry. (Nur & Adam) (: And its not only me, my whole family is in love with nur kasih. WELL DONE *thumbs up* to this drama!

2011-01-10T21:48:00.003+08:00

And to decrease the hatred, Ive decided to get really get closer to god. Whenever the temper about to rise especially when I remembered how badly you cheated me, make me like a fool, all I could do now is to advice myself to zikir, zikir and continuosly zikir. Yes, thats should be the way. Because I realised there is no point hating someone like you who wont any feel guilty at all. Daripada membenci, which end up makes me become a rough person, it will be better if I could get myself more calm, just as what Ive aim for this year. I wished to become a more calm person. Insya' allah. But theres one thing..hmm im sorry..but I just cant at the moment, I really cant forgive you.

2011-01-03T14:13:00.001+08:00

Because no matter how much Ive told myself to keep going, move on, pushing myself forward, there will always be a time, infact to be honest, ALMOST EVERYTIME, Im missing you badly..and its really not a favourite thing to do.
Im sorry for having that thought. The fact is moving on does not mean you should stop missing that someone. Its simply going on with your life as per normal, just sadly WITHOUT the person you love. Just move on with a positive mind and hoping to find a new love, from a good man.

Yes I know, the thought of missing someone will only make your feeling for him to develop even deeper, but lets be honest and face the fact that feelings are so uncontrollable. You just cant deny it. Just too bad, we dont always get what we want. Heartbreaks are not meant to demoralised you and stop thinking that you dont to deserve anyone's love. Thats not right, there will always be someone that deserve your pure sincere feelings, just that the TIME has not arrived yet. Everything that involving with love matters, definitely needs time. Be it to heal, to settle arguments, holding on to the love, spending quality time, to forgive and more. So you dont have to rush to move on, finding someone new etc. Just watch the flow and you will see the power of TIME. Believe me, god definitely has a better plans for everyone.
You just have to keep believing it with a calm heart and never ever give up.

Does my name ever across in your heart, atleast in your mind? Please say u do :'(

Tamia - Almost

Can you tell me

How can one miss whats she's never had

How could I reminisce when there is no past

I missed the times that we almost shared

I miss the love that was almost there

I miss the time that we used to kiss

Alteast in my dreams

Just let me take my time and reminisce

I miss the times that we never had

What happened to us we were almost there :'(

Whoever said its impossible to miss when you never had

Never almost had you

2011-01-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

Thank you abah for getting me a new phone today. It was indeed a best gift for the new year. Thank you so much :D I totally love it!
In the afternoon, two of my cousins get engaged and Im really happy for these two girls. For a moment, I feel macam nak tunang jugak, hahaha. But too bad, I tkde boyfriend lagi laaaaa, haha.
The moment when the pihak lelaki came and sarung cincin etc, it really got me excited and berdebar2 for my cousins. Well for you information, today I attend dua majlis pertunangan, so abit kelam kabut, rushing here and there. But I stayed longer at mum's side, cause Im much more closer with that cousin of mine :D
I still cant believe she's now tunangan orang. Suddenly I remembered during our childhood days, main kat playground all that, wahh time really flies..now shes blooming into a beautiful flower and in two years time die akan jadi milik orang dengan sah. Insya allah :)
And just now, everyone tanya. "BILA IFAH PUNYE TURN"
I was likeee "LAGI LAME LAAA, baru nk turn 20"
Because you know why, after my cousin, its me the next eldest followed by my other cousins age of 17, 18 etc.
So kire kene follow sequence. But then, nk katekan, should be my sister first and not my cousin. Nk buat mcm manekan, jodoh die dah sampai dulu. We are all happy for her :D
Yang kelakarnya, today when I woke up, I remembered my mimpi. I mimpi I kenal kan 'this guy' to my parents and siap salam tangan lagi. Abehh pakaian kite sedondon you, colour biru, hahaha. And yup, today I wore blue baju kurung to the majlis. Ape sahaja aku, orang nk tunang, aku pulak yang mimpi. kekekeke

2010-12-31T21:31:00.003+08:00

In few hours time, all of us have to say goodbye to 2010 and welcome a brand new year, 2011.

2010, you have been an interesting one. One of the greatest impact in my life. With you my dear year, Ive gone through alot of challenges and Ive learnt to handle it pretty well. You've made me more matured throughout this whole year journey. Not to forget on the last january, the very first month of the year, you give me an opportunity to know someone. Someone that Ive never thought will be one of the precious people in my life that I will forever treasure and close to my heart. Even till now, Im hoping that the person will watch my changes, witness the important stages of my future life, such as when I got married etc. Because you've created alot of changes in me. In case ure reading, yes its you my dear charming motivator (: You never fail to motivate me in almost every situation that I find it impossible to achieve. Dont asked me why 'you' are being selected. Let's just put it this way, god has sent you to make me a more confident person and believing in myself. Thank you mr motivator (:

My new year resoultion, just as Ive promised. I will share it here.

1) Im willingly to put everything aside, My past. Because I want to be a more calm person and I believe god has better plans for me. Insyaallah (:

2) Okay this one, whenever I tell people mesti dorang gelak. Esp my brother who keeps on calling me BONCH. Well Im trying my best to get rid of my buncit. But not sliming down, just i want a flat tummy. So I guess ive to be more discipline with my eating habits and regularly doing my sit-ups. I really hope this work. I will try my best not to be semangat dua minit, hehe.

3) Saving up more money. I have to try my best to control my shopping temptations. I need to save up alot, cause daddy for sure no longer gona give me sch pocket money, if lets say I go to uni. So I need to prepare myself. And also, for future plans, I need money to achieve what Ive intend to do (:

4) A better person. To be specific, a better muslimah. Insyaallah (:

Alhamdulilah, hati dah mula terbuka sedikit untuk ke arah penghijrahan. Menutup aurat.

Buat masa sekarang, dah ade plan on how to prepare myself with this. I will start with step by step, perlahan2 kerana untuk ini, hati kene betul2 ikhlas. Ive always told myself that I wana wear tudung permanently, insyaallah if can before I get married. Because I believe at that stage, my aurat should be strictly belong to my husband. So now that soon im turning 2o in march, I think its about time for me to start with my preparation. Umur makin meningkat, we have to be wiser and berubah ke arah kebaikkan. For now I cant say much, im not promising anything, but I believe this year, which I dont know when, I will start wearing tudung when im with my family. With this, I hope I can train myself to be selesa and prepared. I cant possibly jumped to wear tudung permanently without training myself bit by bit cause it will be abit shocking for myself and also I need to get used to it first. Like i said, perlahan2. Once dah selesa, hati begitu yakin, insyaallah, dengan family and friends I will wear it permanently. I just need time. Niat dah ade. Mungkin I even need a year to wear tudung just when im with my family before I could actually wearing it with my friends and permanently. Kite hanya merancang, tuhan yang menentukan.

Kalau seruan itu datang lebih cepat, alhamdulilah.

Im doing this all by my own willingness, tiada paksaan (:

Im sure once ive started this, banyak yang akan mengata, like kalau nk pakai, pakai betul2, jangan pakai bukak pakai bukak. Biarlah ape orang nak kata, yang penting tuhan and my family tau my niat yang sebenar. Biar perlahan2, daripada terus permanent then bila umur dah melanjut like 26 years old beh bukak balik. Kan sayang, lagi orang mengata. I really hope my niat murni akan sentiasa dipelihara. And to any guys out there, that could be my future love partner, do accept me for who I am and respect my changes.

Because if u cant, Im sorry I wont choose you either, cause I love my god more than anything else. And next my parents of coz (:

To all my dear friends, Im still learning and in the process of becoming a better person. Please do support me *love*

To you mr motivator, thanks for the 2010 memories, it has been a memorable one (: Wherever you are, I always pray for your happiness and safety.

Advanced. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. May 2011 be a better one for all of us :D

Lets be wiser alright ;)

2010-12-28T13:07:00.002+08:00

Just few more days left and lets welcome 2011. So its the final week of 2010 and Im really appreciating it. For the first time I didnt complained how dead my week will be and hoping weekends will drop by faster. I want to fully enjoy the last moments of 2010 (:
Im not really looking forward to 2011, but somehow im pretty excited for the challenges that awaits for me. Pretty weird right? haha
Lets put aside abt 2011 thingy, cause i will definitely talk about it on the 1st jan itself. So wait for that post alright ;)

For today, I came across one of my friend's status at fb and I certainly find it sweet.
It was her birthday, they celebrate it at the first place they met, her boyfriend said those lovely words to her while holding a ring and she was speechless. Awwwww, so sweet isnt it?
I started to imagine and wonder when will that lovely situation happen to me, will it be even sweeter, hehe. I mean the fact is, every girl wants a small element touch of fairy tale story from her prince charming (:
And for my case, Ive always adore a romantic dinner, or should I say lovely picnic dinner prepared by him, sunset, prince charming and me sexily staring at each other and lovely words said by him, and end it with a sweet kiss. Ohhhhh my, I definitely adore that.
Hopefully it will happen and I shall wait patiently for that perfect day. *Love*

2010-12-26T22:54:00.003+08:00

It was definitely not a good christmas for me. It was horrible for a start. Imagine someone has ruined my holiday mood on christmas eve. I will never ever ever ever forgive that person. I went to bugis on last friday afternoon and thats when the whole MESS start to happen. Ive not been there abt 6 months, so i definitely forget the PICK-POCKET issue etc. I was expecting a call, therefore I place my hp at an open area of my handbeg, bt along the way, I put my hand ontop of where my phone is. Just that, at one point of time, the pathway was crowded and my hand and beg was pushed away by the crowd. After 5 steps from that incident, I realised my phone was missing. Called, bt its OFF.

The minute it was OFF, my heart breaks so much. I kneeled down and began crying so loud. To be specific "MERAUNG". It was really precious to me, why must someone take it away from me. WHY??? :'(
After which, I begin to start walking the whole bugis, and keep on yelling while crying "SOMEONE TOOK MY HP, PLEASE HELP ME"

I was totally depress at that point of time, like half of my soul is gone. My friend, athirah, was trying her best to comfort me, but i was just too depress. Because that phone, has so many precious inbox messages that I would forever wana keep with me. That messages has been a great help whenever im missing that particular someone. Now that everything is gone, I dont have any material nor resource I could rely on, to feel like closer to him. This is so cruel, why must the PIG-POCKET took my phone. WHY??

I was about to change HP next month and prepared to transfer all my messages to comp, for memories.
U know, there are a few precious msgs that I would always re-read alot of times whenever Im feeling sick, cause that was the time, the person was being too concern with me and I feel the attention he gave it to me. With that, till now, it makes me feel better and I will recover even faster, knowing that now hes not there for me. Those messages, its like a source of my happiness and its really helpful to me. Now that my phone is being stolen and that I didnt save it to my comp, I feel so sad, really sad :'( :'( :'(

I cried non stop, those pigpocket took my happiness away.
How can I ever regain back those memories moment to happen, when things between us are just way different right now. Yes, those words are still in my mind, I can still remember, but its just not the same when u got the chance to read it, with his name appear in your phone.
PIG-POCKET, you make me cried so badly, I decided to lodge a police report against you. Afterall I managed to find my hp box, where the serial number is printed on. I really hope you NO-BRAINER get caught! YOU deserve it! DAMN YOU IDIOTS!! Ive curse u so badly and I hope one of it hits you!!!!!!!

My dear, those messages might be ntg to u. You might even have deleted it. But not me. Its just too precious to be erased. Though I have move on, I still wana keep it with me. Those messages are beautiful things that keep me moving and help me when Im down. Cause my dear, you're no longer with me....you wont be there when I need you the most, you are not there when Im falling so sick, no matter how many thousands of times I whisper ur name in my heart, hoping that you could hear my pain and how much I miss you, you wont be there. Not even a call :'( :'(
And do you know the minute I lost my phone, all I could remember was those precious messages. I cried your name in my heart so loud. I wish you were with me and tell me everythings gona be fine. If that were to happen, believe me, I will easily redha that my phone is gone. Because u are one powerful charm, that light up my life.
If only you'll ever understand just how much of me belongs to you.
The fact that Im still not over the phone incident, just makes me miss you even more.
Im not lying, bt right now. I need you the most. I need you so much. Your voice and the warmth of your hug. Be there to make me feel better will you? :'( :'( :'(

2010-12-19T18:21:00.004+08:00

A boring Sunday for me, a verrrrrryyyyyyy dead weekends. Ive no plans and I simply need a rest at home. But didnt know it could be this boring. So for today, I decided to test my art and crafts skills. Haha. I remembered all those simple crafts that I did before during pri sch just by using simple tools or stuffs. Well extra information, I used to in the the ART CLUB during pri sch (: Ive almost had 3 cca's by the time i reached P6. Was so active during pri sch days u see.

I decided to make a cute lil frame by using ice cream sticks and decorate it with different type of materials. Pretty impressive. The last time I did this was P4. I shall upload the pic pretty soon. Next, I tried to make handmade keychain (alphabets) using a white glue. Its still in drying process, once its done, im gona decorate it with glitters :D

Later at night, around 8plus, will be having dinner outside with FAMILY
Havent decided the place yet but pretty excited for it since ive been rotting at home. hehe
Life has been more stable for me. School days are pretty easy to managed unlike work. I just have to count down the days to late February and Im done with SCHOOL. Diploma to be specific :D
Time surely flies really fast, its nearing to 2011. With that, Ive already come up with my 2011 RESOULTION. I dont know whether its final but somehow yes I should say. 2010 has been a great lovely journey. A very memorable one. Esp when it comes to love experience. It's definitely something that I will never forget. Sadly nextyear, I will turn 20. Oooohhhh noooooooo the DIGIT 1 at the front will vanish :(

Btw, im still deciding whether I should change my handphone. Hmm still considering. For hairstyle, I really want it to grow looooooonnnnggggg. Cause Ive planned to do smtg to it. I mean for the past two years, ive been sticking with my natural straight hair which now has turn to be a lil wavy at the bottom. Dont know how it happens, I dislike it somehow. Just MAYBE once it grows long, I might get it done with soft wavy curl. Suddenly im attracted to that hairstyle, well we shall see. The last time I permed my hair was at the age of 16 and I must say at that point of time, I barely no how to handle my curls and it turn out not so well once it grows longer. But now that Im soon turning 2o, im sure I can manage it pretty well, afterall it will be just soft wavy curl, a really slight touch of curl. I want it to look more to natural. Im pretty excited for this new look, hehe.

Lately im so into natural look. Especially make up. I even dont wear any make ups at time. Afterall natural is SEXY. And girls, a guy who can love and appreciate ur natural beauty is really someone u should be grateful.
I think I shall end here, I will try my best to update soon.
Hugs and kisses :D

2010-11-28T16:42:00.004+08:00

Yes I know ive been missing for quite some time. Well its alright I guess, I dont think I have that much reader, hmm do I? haha
By right, I should be doing my report instead of blogging. But oh well, not in the mood. Because initially ive completed my report, bt then my supervisor asked most of us to redo, to be specific EDIT it. Lack of content. We have to submit it again tmr. I hope he will really accept it this time round, i mean if not papers will be wasted just like that? Lets save the earth people (: And ink wise? Thats MONEY okay.

Just a week more to go and im done with my attachment. Time surely flies huh? Dont ask me whether Im glad abt it or the other way round. Cause simply I dont know. What I know is, I wana graduate and proceed to the next stage of my life. Stuck with the same sch for 3 years can be pretty boring. I mean the fact is, everyone loves to travel and adapt with new surroundings. We do easily get bored, dont we??

Its not the place or the tasks that we gona miss, its basically perhaps the environment, surroundings and precisely the PEOPLE whom we work/study with. My future plans, after diploma, insya allah I will further my studies. I have thought of going to NTU, if accepted, i will be more than glad. But if not, SIM will be the next choice I guess. So lets hope for the best ifah!

Life has been certainly a challenging one for me. U have no idea how stressful, emotional, depressing it is. October was simply disaster, my feelings was like being humiliated, I was totally lost. Its the most painful episode throughout my life. Ive never experience such pain before. Mid november, that was when I started to calm down, get a grip of myself. I begin to accept the fact.

I no longer trust my heart anymore despite people saying OHHH PLEASE LISTEN WHAT YOUR HEART SAYS. Enough of being cheated by your own feelings, at times it just get yourself more confused. Its about time for my heart to tone down and relax. Its been torturing for my heart, I pity you so much. U dont deserve it. Im sorry for being stuborn and selfish, not caring about you my dear heart. I was so TOO concern about my desire rather than concerning about you.

Now that u have fall badly, crashing into pieces, you deserve to get a better treatment and a good calm rest. Not to worry, I will fixed u slowly. Im gona believe in confidence, im sure it will lead me to a better one. Im gona prove to that person, my CONFIDENCE will beat you down, it will beat everything that revolves around you. Afterall, confidence is dangerously sexy baby. While you enjoying ur cup of tea, im gona be busy polishing myself. One day, I will be back. I will be SHINING infront of you. Be amaze of my changes, cause Im going to change for the better. I certainly deserve to smile. Im not trying to prove anything to you, I just wana show the world of what Im capable of. I want you to see the strength that ive build all because of the pain you've put me through. IM NOT GOING TO BE WEAK. Not to worry, im not going to seek for a revenge or hate you. Certainly not. I shall take this longgggg break to bloom into a beautiful flower. Inner beauty. Insya allah. May ure bless with happiness and a great future.

*Cinta Terakhir-Aiman*

2010-10-10T15:37:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating that often. Eversince ive started working, it has always been the same routine. Reached home, dead tired. Then DINNER, fb awhile and off to bed. So theres not much thing i can elaborate abt working at my blog. Just that I do enjoy working at HP. Great friendly people (:

Im missing my lovely darlings so much. I badly need an outing soon with them. Karaoke will be nice (:
I wana share alot of stories with them, cause I cant bare keeping it to myself anymore. I wana let it all out to them so that I feel much better. A great big hug from them is definitely something that will cheer me up!

You ruin my mood, almost everything that ive planned. Clearly shows how unappreciative you are. Perhaps this will be the last from me. Ive been giving in too much. Its not that I want something in return, I just got tired and bored. Yes u may proudly say that u didnt ask for it, so why do I bother? Its because I treasure this and I wana give the best. Hoping that you will remember the memories.

Right now, I miss almost everything about you, even the smell of yours. So please let my wish come true.

2010-09-27T20:57:00.003+08:00

I feel so upset with myself for not doing something that I badly wanted. I cant help it and end up in tears whenever i thought about it the whole day. Its like im torturing myself to be super ego. Believe me, deep in my heart I just wana act pernormal and make your day. But I dont know whats wrong, there smtg holding me back. I cant elaborate more, but right now im feeling so so so sad *cries*

2010-09-26T14:41:00.003+08:00

It has been tiring for the past 2 weeks. Ive started my attachment. The journey from home to work is really killing me. Ive not get used to it yet. The working environment at my workplace was great. Everyone was friendly (: So far, ive learnt alot of skills and knowledge at the company im attach to. For example, replacing some parts of the laptop. Thats definitely a skill that is really useful to be learn. Im thankful to be given the opportunity.

Most of my friends said exam results will be release on this coming week. Probably on wednesday. To be honest, im freaking nervous about it. Though its just two paper, I HAVE A HARD TIME revising for it. Im hoping just a pass grade and god please let that happen. I really dont wana repeat any modules as im aiming to graduate next year april. Hopefully my GPA will not be a disappoinment as I would love to further my studies. But perhaps im changing my course. I seriously believe, IT is just not my 'style' haha. Oh well, we shall see.

In life, we should always learn to be appreciative. Cause when someone decided to leave. There's no point to have the sense of regret. Right now, I cant find any other reasons to still hold on to that dream. Its defnitely crashing. I mean i do care so much, but thinking back its pointless since the other party dont feel enthusiastic towards this. Where were you when i needed u the most? And if ure answer is due to busyness, like HELLO my friend. Its a stupid plain reason. I dont really search u that much, bt when I do..U seem not giving me the attention or care that im looking forward to. So I GUESS its really CLEAR ENOUGH huh? Here I am excited for the preparations that ive made for you bt u seem not interested. So why must I bother? Im sure anything I said or do right now wont make any difference to you. You wont feel the lost. I certaintly assure of that. Some people are really HARD to understand.

Btw ive put up the new tagboard. Got to remove the old one due to some reasons. So feel free to tag (:

2010-09-14T14:24:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFIRTRI (:
Though I know its kinda late to wish that,hehe.

Yesterday was my first day of attachment at HP. I was pretty excited about it. Everything seems to turn out well as I woke up really early cause I dont want to be late. BUT when I was getting ready for work,suddenly I started to vomit non stop and I seriously do not know whats the cause for it. My parents asked me to take MC but I insisted on going to work. Afterall its my first day, I dont want to give any bad impression. I thought I was perfectly fine after those vomiting at home. I guess I was wrong. I decided to alight half way train journey as I keep on vomiting in the train. Really GROSS. Bt not to worry, i vomited in plastic bag. After alighting, I took a cab to my workplace. Somehow at 10plus I begin vomiting again non stop at work. My boss was kind and let me off before lunch. Took a cab home and went to the clinic. Doctor said I was down to gastric flu. Haiz,such a wrong timing to get sick. Im missing alot of things at work. Theres so many things to learn and yet im on MC. I hope when I get back to work, Im able to be a fast learner as I dont want to create any mistakes or trouble to anyone. Alhamdulilah, now Im feeling much much better after a full rest at home. The vomiting had stop. Just that Im still feeling giddy.

Im so touched by the way my parents and my sister taking care of me. Yesterday when I was back from clinic, my sister was really sweet. She cooked for me porridge as my mum was working. She constantly massage my forehead as I was having a bad migrain. Though my parents were tired from work, they treat me like a princess. Keep on spotcheck on me, whether im feeling better,massage my whole body and feed me (:
Mum even took a leave from work today, to ensure that Im feeling better. I really appreciate their time and effort *LOVE*

2010-09-01T00:42:00.002+08:00

I seriously have no idea with my ITSM revision. I mean Ive seen the exam tips and its like ALOOOOTTTT!!
I really dont know where to begin and which topic to prioritize first. Its like almost everything is important. Then for this module,my cikgu suka belit2 the question till its like impossible to understand. So mcm kdg2 buat penat jek hafal all the theory. Its proven on the previous TESTSSSS. I have to really absorb everything by thursday 3pm. Cause my paper starts at 4pm. To be honest, I dont have the mood for this ITSM PAPER!

2010-08-30T13:51:00.003+08:00

I know I should be studying right now instead of blogging,hehe. But I just have the mood to blog. So tmr's paper will be at 9am to 11am. Im hoping for it to be easy or atleast please make it more less the same like past year paper. To be honest,I dont know whether Im done with my revision. Its like ive studied. The problem is, I cant remember that much. Bt I guess the most killer paper for me will be on the thursday. For that, Ive to memorise more than 12 tutorials. 1 tutorial I believe there are 8 questions atleast? *Dennng*
Yeah I know I should study earlier and etc but hey its always holiday mood whenever study break hit your doorsteps! ;)

Moreover its the fasting month and hari raya is nearing. Obviously, we wont have the mood to study :p
Speaking abt hari raya, Ive not bake any kuih yet. Perhaps after thursday, I should get my fingers dancing with the dough. Currently, my sister friends are in my house baking kuih raya. They decided to split the outcome among each other. I guess not a bad idea. But why cant they come after thursday? Cause seriously,im like so distracted by the noise level and the smell of delicious kuih. See now i cannot STUDY! ahaha

Why do sometimes we have to hold on to say something to someone? Is it because we dont want them to get the wrong impression? Hurt them? Fear of losing? Or is it really because lack of confidence. Hmm...
Its really pressurizing when you have to hold on to all the words that you badly wana spilt out. Maybe for my case,I guess its more to the outcome on what the person's impression or reaction towards it. I mean I hate it when Im being serious and honest, then the person will change it to a joke or make it sound ridiculous. The worst part when they start ''speechless"
Ohh cmon,the reason why I say it out is because I expect an answer or explanations. So by you keeping quiet or just saying 'hmm' really makan hati sehh. Sometimes I had the thought of writing a long letter to express it out. But then to think back,its just not my way. aha
The real problem is, even before saying out or writing anything..I somehow already knew what the answer would be. I mean if you already known someone for quite sometime, you can already predict the outcome. Lagi2 orang yang selalu ade jek seribu satu alasan dan pandai bermain dgn kata2. Obviously you can never expect the twist already, haha.

Maybe for now, I should let the matter rest first. Probably its not the right time. Though I know im being unfair to myself. Like seriously ifah, you should speak up!!!
But at a second thought, perhaps I need more time. Jgn gopoh. Nnti silap langkah, sendiri menyesal.
So I should just sit back and watch the 'performance'.

2010-08-29T22:52:00.003+08:00

Im currently sick and I really hate it. Afterall im having papers on tues and thursday. I wana be fit and well when revising and also on the actual day itself. I need to be FOCUS. Please be nice with me my dear body. We have to get well soon. Just endure 4 more days and we're done.

Yesterday I had breakfast session with my pri sch mates. It was really great and funny though not many turned up. Im looking forward for our next outing just like what we had planned. It will be either jalan raya or picnic :D

2010-08-21T17:53:00.004+08:00

Uve completely touch my heart, So wrap me in your arms

I simply have no idea on how emotions and feelings can just change in split seconds. Arent things just weird at times? For a moment you can feel a huge hatred towards someone, then the next day without you knowing, you might longing for them terribly. Well of course in this case, it doesnt occurs to enemies. haha.

But it definitely happen to someone that are close in your heart. Someone that you adore and totally feel for. Right now, somehow Im feeling that way. But not to worry the 'hatred' episodes are over. Things are back to pernormal like ive stated in my previous post. I dont know why, but currently im having this feeling of 'rindu-rindu mmuusshhyy' sangat at someone :p

I really wish you were right beside me now. Cause I wanna express it out,I wanna feel close to you. I badly wanna see that warm sweet charming smile of yours that brought me to this sudden lovely feeling (:

2010-08-19T15:11:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulilah,things are falling back to its own place. Im certainly glad with it. I love the fact that im feeling more calm now. I mean im sure in times to come,somehow things will repeat on its own again. But for now, just let me SMILE and enjoy this moment (:

Finally,im starting my revision. hehe.
Anw later after buka puasa, Ive to go to the dental clinic. To be honest,im starting to behave like a small kid. Im really afraid to meet the dentist. Since young I really hate all this dental checkup. Haha.
I bet this time round I couldnt escape,since mum has fixed the appointment date and moreover I badly need the dentist help. Somehow a small portion of my gums are swollen. Its directly underneath one of my teeth. I seriously have no idea for that. Not only that,it causes my teeth to have a lil bit gap in between. Though it cant really be seen, bt still I CANT ACCEPT THAT. So im hoping the dentist will do some 'magic' and get back things pernormal. Insya allah (:

Btw yesterday,I had breakfast gathering with my beloved darlings. It was awesome. Can u believe it while wating for ridwan to end his work,athirah,atikah and I went for a quick karaoke session. Hahaha. Bt sadly we have to leave the room earlier,though we had 44 mins left cause its almost breakfast time. So we just had 1 hour of singing session. Tkpela janji lepas ketagihan menyanyi,hehe ;)
We had our breakfast at Arnold's followed by,jalan2 di bazaar ramadhan :D

2010-08-16T02:12:00.003+08:00

Some people just change the minute they step into a new environment. Especially when they received such an overwhelminng attention from others. By then I believe,other people presence that ever exist in their life before doesnt really matter anymore. It wont make any difference. Yes,the reason might be they are so excited with their new journey of life. I dont blame the fact. Just that I dont find it a good reason to hurt someone in a way.

Seriously,ive nothing against people that has a 'loud friendly' character. Cause personally,im one of them too. But I definitely know my limits. Bt some people,just dont realise that the way they trying to potray it,just over the limit. Maybe they are trying to show to the public on how outgoing they can be,socialize and etc. Well I THOUGHT thats more to being an attention seeker and too flirtish I should say. Still i can definitely tolerate if youre potraying it with your friends. Bt to the extent of dragging that 'attitude' till facebook, oh dear ure just seeking for trouble. Arent you? Cmon not everyone in your facebook friend list is your close friends. So by you acting as if ure outgoing,im sorry my dear but to me it does shows how flirtish you can be. Its definitely fine to show people your true colours bt then again, hey why not be a lil bit well mannered. Especially when youre somehow 'popular'. Did you ever ever ever give a deep thought that by ur acts, it may somehow virtually hurt others? So please,always reconsult your thoughts. Im surprised that you are somehow proud with the way you publicy yourself. Cmon,please show a lil bit sense of dignity. Arent you ashamed of your uncontrollable friendly attitude which is more like flirting. Sorry bt thats the fact. I know I shouldnt bitching about others afterall its ramadhan. Well I just cant help it.

Anyway,if you are given a wonderful gift by god such as 'beauty'. Its alright to feel proud but you dont have to boast okay. Everyone that has sense of sight,they will definitely agree that ure amazingly great looking. So dont have to trouble yourself by boasting here and there. I sincerely think,you should use your 'beauty' in a correct path. Seriously,i must admit you do have the looks. Its really such a waste to see u behaving in that way. Yeah you can say,if i dont like it. I should just shut my eyes and act like ive seen nothing. Too bad for 'me' I happened to notice it. Regret? Hmm I dont know. The good thing is, all the lies are finally coming out. Though the show just started to reach the climax,I just wish for it to end soon.

Cause the fact is,I cant hold on to it anymore. I feel pain everywhere and whenever I cry,I feel as if im losing. It hurts me badly. It really hurts. Cant you see the pain im going through? Will you even wana feel how terribly hurt I am? My heart is breaking so much to see everything that had just happened. Im starting to be like a cry baby. I dont like it. This just not me. But this time,im terribly hurt. Perhaps I need a personal diary soon. So that i no longer need to trouble my friends or flood my blog with painful stories. Cause this time round,I will probably take a longer time to stand up and stay positive. For the first time im just too weak. I wonder where's the OLD me? The one who will continue to fight. I hate the fact that Im allowing myself to fall badly.
Right now,I just feel like disconnecting with my surroundings. I wana try to be the quiet type. Be more observant. With this,I hope I can regain back my self confidence.

Im sorry if today's post sounds weird for some of you and its a pretty long entry. Im sure u guys are lost. Sorry for not properly writing it in sequence or being more detailed. Basically for this post,I just type anything that came across my mind.
Its 3am now. I should get a few hours of rest. Then wake up for sahur and start everything afresh. I dont know when I will blog again. Afterall i need to prepare for my exam soon. I will be having papers on 31 aug and somewhere early september. Wish me luck alright (: For now,studies are much much more important. Dont worry my lovely readers,I definitely know which one to prioritize.

Takecare lovelys. *hugs and kisses*

2010-08-11T00:48:00.002+08:00

Im really thankful that Ive given the chance to meet RAMADAN again (:

Sempena bulan yang suci ini,I will try my best to make full use of it. First step is,not to skip any terawih please ifah. hehe. So to all my beautiful readers, SELAMAT BERPUASA OKAY. Puasa penuhhhhhh tau ;)

Currently im having my exam break. With that,I have planned to do a lil bit of revision later in the afternoon. That will help to kill time sementara menanti buka puasa,hehe. So I hope I will stay focus.

Well for the past few days,I must say my feelings and emotions are not in a stable state. I feel abit disturbed just by a lil stuff. I cant elaborate the whole detail here but in general, why must I always get hurt after I felt a lil bit of happiness? Sometimes I just dont understand. Its like ive given my best for everything and yet im the one losing all the way. I swear I tried to be positive in every single situation,bt cmon a girl will always be a girl. We do easily get hurt. Its just the matter on how strong we can handle it. Yesterday I was wondering what should I do next. I simply cant decide. Im lost,im confused whether my decision will lead to the right path without taking the risk of losing someone. Bt right now, I think im able to come up with a solution. Afterall Ive somehow calm down. I guess for the time being,the best is I should act like as if Ive seen nothing and then quickly distract myself to other things. With this,I wont easily get disturbed emotionally and prevent myself from getting furious and etc. I hope this will really works. Ive got to give it a try. I know its hard for me to control the temptations but I believe I can. Remember ifah, just dont bother with anything that revolves around that particular person. Act as if u didnt notice anything. I just dont understand why, is it so hard for some people to really sincerely appreciate someone. The least you could do is, just mind ur acts.

Its not that I dont want to believe you,but ur perangai really cekik darah laaa. Cuba bukak mata sebesar-besarnye,bukak hati selapang-lapang nye,renung kan dalam2 pemikiran nye and please agree that,all these while she has been enduring alot. This is not self prasing, but im sure you can really see it. Its just that u dont want to. Cause perhaps you cant be bothered. The fact is,Im really tired of debating with you. Its really pointless.

I can’t tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like

2010-07-31T00:22:00.002+08:00

Finally im done with all my projects! It has been a stressful week for me. Imagine on last wednesday,I was at sabrina's crib at 2am doing project. It was a last minute decision at 1am. Sometimes we just have to sacrifice and endure. Well the next day,which was on thursday everyone seems like a zombie in class. Most of my classmates didnt sleep too due to the overloaded projects. WE ARE SO GLAD that everything is over now. We are even more delighted BECAUSE today is somehow our last day of school. We will be having 3 weeks of study break including the YOG :D

So for the first week,obviously im not gona study. I bet most of my classmates will be doing the same thing to0. Afterall, we really need a break. Its been a tiring week for all of us. Ive so many things to do for my first week break. I intend to borrow alot of gd books, bake some cute cupcakes, brownies, lovely sweet cookies and more. On top of that,I badly wana go out with my friends. Movies or karaoke will be great. Bt they are not having their holiday nextweek which I wonder why. Thats why on the weekdays i decided to occupy my quality time doing some baking and stuff. Then next weekend im going to have a good rock and roll time with them! haha (: Afterall,bulan puasa is nearing. So its better to enjoy2 now cause whenever ramadhan tiba,I prefer to stay focus and lebih banyak beribadah. Insya allah.

Well currently im still deciding whether I should cut my hair short. Bt this time not to worry,it wont be that short. I just want it to be at shoulder length. Perhaps abit shorter from shoulder length. Im getting sick and bored with my hairstyle. Moreover,my hair condition really mcm tak sihat. Its dry and etc. I really feel like chopping it off soon! BUT you knowla girls. Bile nk potong rambut jek,they very very very very SAYANG with their long hair. haha. I did asked my classmates and friends whether I should cut my hair. Most of them said I should cause I look better with short hair. Bt some said I SHOULD NOT. I should just trim. Oh dearrrr,I really cant decide now. Bt somehow I know I will definitely chop it off. Its just the matter after or before raya. One thing I hate about having short hair is I cant tie my hair with different style. Not only that,I will definitely look more tembam!! Well for now I really dont know. I shall update again about this 'hair issue' soon.

I came across this short note as I was browsing through some websites.
I just feel like sharing it with you guys,nothing personal (:

It hurts to love someone when you cant tell what you really feel. Cause sometimes we get hurt without them knowing. We get jealous without the right to feel that way. We want their time without being in the position to demand for it til our heart is breaking in silence. But despite it, we continue to love. Cause somehow in this hurtful love there's still the hope of having simple moments with them, even if it means being just a friend.

I guess I'll end here. Shall blog again pretty soon alright.
Have a great weekends my dear beautiful readers.
Takecare,keep smiling (:

2010-07-17T00:09:00.003+08:00

Great its FRIDAY! I badly need my weekends :D
Lets talk abt yesterday. School supposingly ends at 6pm. But then there was no comm skill lesson,so it ends at 4pm. Tetapi kan,sabrina and I balik kul 12. CABUT! hehehe. Well actually I have no intention to cabut though I knew sabrina mmg nk balik kul 12. I was fine with that. But bile pikir2 balik I will be having break from 12 to 2 and then pathetic lesson frm 2 to 4 which tk belajar ape2 punye,setakat research2 for project. The reason yg lebih kukuh kenapa I also cabut is because I was tired too and i found out my bestfriend athirah pun tk sekolah. Then sabrina 'cucuk2' my brain saying that alahh lagi 3 weeks jek sekolah,kite tk pernah cabut for this sem pee..so in the end I cabut la kannn..haha

So today was a fine day. Ntg much happen. Just that when I got home,I received a warning letter frm sch saying that I never come for my current affairs lecture. LIKE HELLO you attendance system,I DID TAP MY ADMIN CARD OKAY! WHATS WRONG WITH THE SYSTEM??! I mean for this sem,why do I always have problems with my attendance..when I did come for all my lessons. MEREPEK tau! Dah dua kali seh dapat warning letter. The first one dah settle. Beh skrg nk kene settle yg nie pulak. LECEH BETUL arh! Dulu masa aku year 1 year 2 tkde pulak hal mcm gini. Menyusahkan orang betul,issshhh!

Tmr early in the morning meeting sabrina to get our project done. Saturday MORNING BURN! tak boleh bangun lambat :( But its okay,afterall its my project. Then probably meeting my lovely darlings in the afternoon. Hopefully jadi,cause Im craving for my BBQ CHICKEN and fishball mini wok at banquet. So either one will do :)

Shall blog again soon :)
Im sleeping now,takecare. GDNIGHT *mmwwaah*

2010-07-10T21:40:00.002+08:00

HELLO :) Sorry for not updating. Ive been busy.

So I already knew which path im going after my exam. I will be doing my attachment first followed by FYP. Attachment will start probably around 13 september which is like few days after hari raya sehhh! B-O-R-I-N-G! haha. But im glad that FYP is the final one cause I really want to spend my last semester in sch before I graduate,rather than working. For my attachment,I hope I will get those good companies :)

I left with few more weeks of schooling before my exam break. I must say time flies really fast this time round. Im currently pack with alot of sch projects and I hope to get it done ASAP. Alhamdulilah,so far I can managed my studies well though im working at the same time. Of course I do feel tired at times but somehow I feel distress whenever im at my workplace. Thanks to those 'funny' people working there. There will be times when I laughed so much till I didnt do my work. Hahaha.

Today is a boring saturday for me. I didnt do much things except meeting atikah at northpoint to pass her my camera cause she wants to borrow it. Other than that, really ntg much I should say. All I did was watching tv and helping my brother with his Art homework. For tmr, Im still not sure whether I will be going out or not. No plans yet. If tak keluar, its alright. I shall do revision for my upcoming test which is on thursday.

Ive ntg more to say so I guess I'll end here now. Shall blog again soon. Takecare lovelys :)

"Somehow I miss your voice, your SMILE"

2010-06-30T23:37:00.003+08:00

Sch ended as early as 10.45 am. So home sweet home at 11.10 am. Since im not working today,I decided to take a long nap which I woke up at 5pm. Hehe ;)

Im so looking forward for weekends. Im just not in the 'study' mood yet. Baru due tiga hari sekolah,dah mcm2 project sedang menunggu ku. ADUHAI,mengapa cikgu begitu kejam sekali.

Dah la ade project,minggu depan jek dah ade TEST. Ape nie kehidupannnnyeeee. Nie mesti psl YOG arh,tu pasal drg semue mcm kelam kabut nk ade kan test laa itu laaa inilaaa.

I dont know why bt I really feel tired bt somehow im motivated to get my projects done on weekends..haha. Seriously I think year 3 mcm tkde life. But its okay,im gona get over this soon. Positive sikit ifah,nxtyr dah GRADUATE!!! Insya allah :)

I should be sleeping now bt I cant sleep. Thanks to the 'power' nap that I had. Im feeling hungry too but I dont know whether I should eat. Hmm,bakar roti due keping and makan dgn lauk ayam merah should be nice. Not to forget,ice milo too. YUMMY! Okayla since I dont know what else to type,like seriously ive been talking rubbish..hahaha..I think I wana go makan now. SUPPER TIME! ;)

Gdnight lovelys,sleeptight alright

Takecare

Mwaaaaaaahhh

2010-06-27T21:16:00.002+08:00

Why must it end so fast? I mean my holidays. I badly need two more weeks atleast. Im really not ready to go to school :( Especially when thinking of those projects that I need to get it done. Apesal ehhh SCHOOL OF IT banyak projects?? Dari year 1 sehh,tk habes2 dgn project.

I think im gona have problem sleeping early tonight and waking up early tmr. Nvm,besok first lesson lecture so boleh tidur. hahaha.

I dont know whether I can update my blog that often starting from tomorrow onwards cause I will be busy with school,work and etc. But I'll try my best since I dont want to hampakan my setia readers ;)

I shall blog again soon with more exciting juicy stories alright.

Takecare lovelys.

*hugs and kisses*

2010-06-26T23:18:00.003+08:00

" I miss you a little,

I guess you could say,

a little too much,

a little too often,

and a little more each day. "

2010-06-25T13:27:00.004+08:00

On the 21st June which is last monday,my classmates and I went to sentosa to enjoy our last holiday together as a class. But sadly,some were unable to attend which I dont know why. I mean this is our final holiday and after this some will be busy with attachment or FYP. The fact that wenqi can still join us for dinner eventhough shes from her attachment,really makes me wonder why the rest cant make it. Well lets just be positive,perhaps they really have something urgent that they cant turn up for this class outing. Well overall I had so much fun with my dear classmates. The funny part that I still remembered,Sabrina and I decided not to go 'berendam' kat laut. But in the end,terus basah kuyup. Cause kite first main2 dgn air jek,terus mcm dah seronok,ewah2 nie due anak dara terus berendam sampai satu setengah jam. Masa khai semue ajak kite tknk join,actionla konon tknak mandi laut. hahaha

So right now,I left with 3 more days before sch reopen. Oh my how time flies. I better get start doing my assignments. I mean I planned to do revision all that bt it seems not happening. Cause Ive been busy almost everyday with work and also outings with my friends. Its like I taknak rugi,I really make full use of my holidays. hehe. Well cant help it,its my last holiday u see.

Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure, if I knew you were missing me too.

But the fact is,we are drifting apart.

So here we go again,be strong ifah.

2010-06-19T20:14:00.007+08:00

Today I decided to do some cleaning for my bedroom since its in a huge mess! Especially my wardrobe. Though I share my room with my sister,shes not helping me in any way. I mean of course there will be times she would volunteer herself to clean the room but most of the times shes the 'culprit' to all the MESS!

So the first thing I did was,I mop the whole room. I love the fact that the floor now seem crystal clear gitu,hehe. Next,I wipe my study table and etc. Now all the dusts are gone. GOOD JOB IFAH! Then followed by folding my clothes nicely and arranged back all my pants in the correct space and etc. I really hate doing that! The last thing I did was,arranging the books in order..teady bears and stuff. You know guys,when I was arranging my old books,I came across alot of boxes and inside it, there were letters,cards..gifts. Beautiful and sad memories I should say. I took about half an hour to read all those 'old' letters,cards. Some did make me smile,whereas some makes me go 'haizzz' haha! With those memories and past experience,it makes me realise that Im somehow a grown up girl now,hehe. I must say im more matured now in handling personal problems :)

Well,everyone will go through those heartbroken moments and some people are just unlucky that they have to go through it for few times till they got the right one. But trust me guys,all these will make you even a stronger and independent person. I have an advice here for all my lovely friends,you know when ure in love..its not really abt 'own-ing' the person or label it as yours,its really about finding someone that u cant live without. Of course the best will be both parties cant live without each other equally. By having that feeling,then trust can be build easily and love will get even stronger. So all the best to all my friends that are in love. I hope you guys continue to be strong and last long with your lovely partners :)
Esp to my dear athirah,aqidah and sabrina. U three are very lucky to have a great loving boyfriend,eventhough sometimes drg cekik darah..haha..bt I know they love u girls so much :D

2010-06-18T00:12:00.002+08:00

Lately Ive been busy with work and novels/storybooks :D
I really love reading when it comes to holiday. Its been my habit of going to the library whenever holiday strikes eversince I was young. Thanks to my mum. You might say im a bookworm,well im not! Its just one of my passion ;) But the bad thing abt me once ive start reading,I will totally IGNORE everything surrounding me,I wont talk to people *mute all the way* and I even skip my meals..rabak kan? tsktsk. I just cant hold on to a book for few days cause I really need to know the ending of the story ASAP,haha. I mean its not so bad to be a 'bookworm' rather than a soccer 'freak' *OOOPPPSSSS* hehe,no offence guys. Well Ive ntg against it. Infact I myself addicted to world cup. I guess that will only be the time when im so 'into' soccer. Cause normally, I will only watch soccer if MAN U playing :D
Speaking of world cup,u know semue boss2 kat my workplace..dorang nie mmg hantu bola betul..kite adela penat2 kerja..dorang enjoy sakan tngok world cup. Dahlatuuu,my boss pulak mmg gile2 support argentina. So tadi die happy gile laa argentina menang,haha. Overall,work has been fine. The people working there semue okay,friendly and nice. Takde yang garang :) Cume ade satu nie kekek gile muke die,betul2 dah mcm pelakon 'under one roof' kat channel 5..haha..and I biasela,friendly habes..sampai ade this auntie cina..umur late 30s i think..mcm suke sgt kerja ngan I..kalau bebual2 pun..mesti nk dgn I jgk..die kate I friendly and she likes it :)
Next monday class outing. SENTOSA!!!!! Cant wait for that,dah lameeeee gileeeeeeeeee tak gi sentosa sehhh.

2010-06-13T22:51:00.002+08:00

Finally its holiday! Im going to make full use of it. I wana get my assignments done and start revising. I wanna be a SMART GIRL,hehe :D Not to forget,outings with my poly mates and lovely good friends :)

Btw readers,I got a part time job already. Thanks to my classmate for this. Actually my main intention to work,is not about money..just experience wise and also to make myself busy. Some people asked why do I want to tire myself when this year is my final year in poly and that means I should focus on my studies? I know this sounds weird,bt I can only focus more and start being serious with my studies when I know I wont have the time to study whenever i feel like doing it. Meaning,when im back from work..I know no matter what I have to force myself to study eventhough I feel tired cause I know i wont have other days to study. Cause when im not working, I always like to delay or postpone my studying schedule. Like I will tell myself "tkpelaa,bsk boleh buat". But really if it turns otherwise, as in I wont study cause im tired then i will QUIT! Afterall,studies are more important and I still have tuition-ing. So its not that bad you see,somehow I still have 'pay' for every month. So lets hope the best for everything :)

Though things are getting different and awkward,but still I appreciate it. Cause in life we cant be greedy. We always want something that we cant have,bt if we are patient and really put alot of extra effort,one day it will shine. But what if it doesnt? U have all the reasons to be upset but atleast you know u have tried and trust me you wont regret. Infact,you will be thankful to it cause it gives you a lesson learnt :) When things are meant to be,no matter how many years being apart..dont worry..one fine day it will come back. You just gotta believe in it. Always think positive guys ;)

Takecare lovelys. I'll update soon alright. XOXO

2010-06-09T21:57:00.005+08:00

The worst thing in life is “ATTACHMENT”

It hurts when you lose it.

The best thing in life is “LONELINESS”

As it teaches you everything and when you lose it,

You get Everything.

2010-06-07T18:17:00.002+08:00

Sabrina and I decided to skip lecture for this morning. WHY?? Because we are lazy and we are in HOLIDAY MOOD! haha,bad bad bad..tsktsk! hehe. I mean cmon,we have exactly 4 days more to endure and then 2 weeks break = short Holiday :D For your information guys,this will be my LAST HOLIDAY till I graduate from NYP, so I must really really treasure it and enjoy myself.
So we just went for our lab lesson which starts at 1 pm and ends at 2.50pm. Throughout the lab lesson, we didnt really attempt the practical worksheet. We were busy chatting. WHY?? Like I said, we are in HOLIDAY mood, infact all of my classmates are in holiday mood too. We are really tired for this sem. Its like every week we have alot of quizes and tasks. We definitely need a break. Tmr,we will be having SI theory test. I have to force myself to study and memorise those wordy notes *eeee,seriously..no mood sehh*
I really wana get over this week ASAP!!!!! Im so tired with SCHOOL! I NEED A BREAK!

2010-06-05T22:51:00.002+08:00

Its been a tough week for me. I was so pack with school works and emotionally disturbed due to personal problems. But alhamdulilah I managed to pull it through and everything seems to be fine now :) So now I can take a deep breath and feel calm.
Went to chill at athirah's crib just now in the afternoon. Had so much fun with my beloved ones. Atikah as usual with her crazy ideas. We did cooked together today,just a simple mee goreng :)

We shall gather again soon during the holidays. ATTACK Rumah ana pulak and masak banyak2..hehe.

Tmr I shall stay at home and be a good girl. I wana revise for my tuesday theory test. I need to do well. Afterall just now my mum said,she wants me to further my studies. I hope i wont dissapoint her.

2010-06-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

I had two test for today. Veryyyy tired okayyy. Tmr one presentation. Thursday,comm skills interview skill *MUST WEAR FORMAL!* , networking test and also one quiz. This week really a pack week for me. I cant wait to get over it. I wana go out on weekends,I badly need my close friends. I hope they can make it either on sat or sunday :)

Its weird that some people can act like nothing happen,no sense of guilty at all. I dont think they are dumb to that extent. Perhaps they are just too ego or take things for granted.

Oh well,I guess I just have to endure though I cant resist it. But I know I got to control the temptations. To be honest,its really really really hard for me to go through this.

2010-05-31T21:45:00.004+08:00

No matter how far you are

No matter how long it takes him

Distance and time, I'll be waiting

And you can walk a million miles

I'll wait a million days to see you smile

Through distance and time,

I'll be waiting

Oh oh oh

I'll be waiting

Through distance and time

I'll be waiting

You are always on my mind

All I do is count the days

Where are you now?

U can take all the time you need eventhough it hurts me when u act as if ure not guilty at all. I thought u were the responsible type,perhaps I was wrong. Though u didnt answer my questions,i'll take it as a 'yes' then.

"In quietness and in confidence shall be my strength."

2010-05-30T21:58:00.005+08:00

Semakin terungkap kepastian

Biarlah ku rela melepaskan

Pada mu cinta cuma lah mainan

Sekadar untuk senda bersama

Jika engkau pergi,

bulan dan bintang tetap masih di langit

Jika engkau pergi,

air mengalir takkan berhenti

Jangan khuatir tentang diri ku

Ku janji takkan merindui mu................

If the reason is because u cant get over ur past and u feel confuse,u could have told me and I will understand,ive been through all that and obviously i wont force you or what. Infact im willingly to help. But u dont wana tell me because why? Because u dont know how to say it,explain it and etc. Its about time for you to learn to communicate,u got to try. For your own good,trust me. I dont mind if u still remember the past,i wont go mad or what. U just have to say it and I'll understand.

2010-05-29T22:25:00.004+08:00

"If you hold back your feelings because you are afraid of getting hurt, you end up hurting anyway"

Went out with my family to JB to get our raya outfits. This year we dont want to be the last minute geng! hehe..Had a great time with my family eventhough I wasnt really in the mood. The funniest part was when we were at the woodlands checkpoint,I told my dad try to find the counter that ada yg handsome laa..cz masa time pergi,he went to the wrong one..sekali bile kite pusing kanan,ade satu handsome nie kat sebelah nye counter..then my sis,me and my mum mcm geram jek with my dad. haha. So bile time balik,my dad kate hes instinct said mcm counter 7 handsome,BANYAKKK DIE PUNYE HANDSOME! He can even say "okayla not bad" without realising that "hes" not even a guy, "hes" a girl actually! So when he realised abt it already,all of us in the car try tahan ketawe..cz that "girl" tengah scanning our passports. The minute we wind down our windows,thats when satu2 ketawa kuat mcm orang gile..aiyo daddy..ur mata something wrong ke?? hahahaha

I cant say much right now,I dont know how to put it in words. But I feel pain everywhere,every minute,every sec. Its really painful........its hurting me badly........very painful :(
But i know I got to get up and show a gd example to my dear 4 darlings. Cause they believe in me and I wont let them down. Im going to be strong. Atikah dear,im doing this for you too..i want you to see and understand. Cause darling,you can do it too.

2010-05-28T01:04:00.001+08:00

Well I feel like blogging. Afterall its public holiday :)

Its 1.07 am right now and I seriously dont feel like sleeping. Planning to go out later at 2pm with my dear atikah. Probably to bugis. Not sure abt that. I just wana go out,do some shopping and dstress.

Btw,my sister is finally back from australia!! Im so glad about it cause I no longer have to sleep alone,yeahhh :D She bought for me alot of tops and a bag. Thanks kakak ku..

Side track abit cause I really wana let my feelings out. I dont know why my dear blogger but I really HATE this girl! I HATE HER! I HATE HER! I hate her since i was 16. Eventhough I dont really know her but I know what she did before and its really menggeramkan. Perbuatan die tak boleh diterima betul. BENCI BENCI BENCI DIE! I dont really hate people,bt sorry girl..u happened to be in my list. Ntah mcm mane eh,in the end kau boleh same poly dgn aku nie!!!!!!! Nasib this year is ur final year and mine too..BEST! lepas nie tk payah serempak kau kat sekolah and tngok muka kauuuuuu,irritating you know everytime aku serempak kau..then mcm kdg2 terpaksa senyum bedek like that and then kau punye smile,mcm exaggerating..mcm paksa kan diri to look really cute,dalam gambar pun gitu. Relaks la,muke kau tk buruk..boleh tahan cute..so natural sudah..tk payah nk paksa2..too much its not good you know.

Phewwww..baru rasa lega after I type that out,now i can talk abt other stuff :)

Just now after we fetch my sister from airport,my family and I went for our late dinner. I had mee soup. Suddenly feel nk hirup2 soup..well my favourite food are western and anything yg bersoup..hehe :) Currently my sister now tengah unpack barang2 die. So my room like betul2 tengah messy gile. I feel rimas. I guess im sleeping soon jadi mata tak sakit memandang bilik ku yg berselerak,haha. Afterall,my mata like mcm dah ngantuk jgk nie.

Takecare readers. Gdnight and Gdmorning :D *hugs*

2010-05-26T20:59:00.002+08:00

For this two weeks i'll be kinda busy. Pack with tests and presentations. I'll be back soon readers and shall do a proper update :D

Takecare,mwaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh *hugs*

2010-05-23T16:14:00.002+08:00

What a boring Sunday! I wana go out but then I feel lazy. Moreover,I have few assignments that needs to completed as soon as possible. Cmon Ifah,FOCUS!

Yesterday I went to Fort Canning and National Museum for my NE project. It was a nice experience. I mean the last time I went to Fort Canning when I was 14 and National Museum I dont think Ive ever been there before. haha

It was really cool when each of us were given a 'companion' which looks like a big MP3 player to guide us,throughout our journey to the National Museum. It was very informative. Ive learnt alot of history from it. VERY GOOD! Fort Canning was fun too but the guys,aiyooo..so noisy..mcm budak2 kecik gitu..very the playful. Padahal satu2 umur semue dah above 20.

So we completed our trip at about 4pm and then we went to Orchard,Plaza Singapura and Harbour Front. Managed to get a new pair of heels. Wanted to get two,but then tak jadi..cz i dont want to have the same design as sabrina..hehehe..bt im still considering to get it,afterall its very comfortable.

2010-05-21T21:26:00.003+08:00

Don't worry, I won't let you fall

If you trip, I'll catch you

Hold my hand, and let me guide you

I'll show you the light

I'll show you what's right

Just hold my hand, through it all

2010-05-20T21:20:00.008+08:00

I dont know whats wrong with my malay classmates and I. We tend to forget that this week we will be having two quizes. Luckily its just MCQ. So today punye,kite hentam. Hehe..atleast we dont cheat like my other classmates. Chey aku step baik,padahal dulu pun aku google for the answers. hahaha. Tmr another quiz and this time round no worries,I will definitely study :D

Remember last time in my old post,I told u guys abt this guy who non stop sending me flowers at my doorstep. Im glad that now he understands me well. Understand in a sense that, he no longer bothers me and only sekali sekala jek die hantar bunga or other gifts. I guess he already understand and slowly accepting the fact.

Lately,someone from my past 'reappear' back in my life and it somehow bothers me. I mean what do u want from me??! Cant u see I have move on. Initially I thought of giving that person a chance like listen to what he has to say and so on but when I told someone abt this, he told me that 'its better to move on,the past will always try to haunt you back and better dont give any opportunity for it to happen.' Well,I have to agree with him and it goes back same to you. I know its not easy to move on,but u should. I bet SHE must be really AMAZING..pretty,gorgeous,hot,intelligent and kind-hearted huh? It seems so hard for you to let her go. Such a lucky girl. I know I cant 'beat' her but I do have my plus points too,maybe not in terms of looks but definitely there is,perhaps u just didnt see it. After what we went through,I dont know why..bt I can sense that u still remember her...and trust me,im not mad at all. Cause thats ur past,ive ntg against it. Perhaps i just feel a lil bit upset. But its okay,I totally understand :) You can take all the time that u wished to forget ur past,focus on ur dreams,achieve what u want..cause I will always support you, I wont pressurize you, I wont rush you. I'll wait.

Why do i wana wait? Why do I prefer to take the hard way when I can just try to accept other guys that wants me. Because u are simply different from the rest. Its hard for me to explain when it comes to feelings,its just too complicated. Afterall "u can't choose who you fall for".

"You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will"

2010-05-19T20:33:00.002+08:00

Hey there! Sorry for neglecting you blogger,its just that Im super busy lately. So here I am!! Since some of my friends keep on asking me to update. Well thanks kerana sudi menjadi pembaca setia ku :D

I bet this gona be a long entry,since dah lama to blog. So bare with me guys :)

So first of all lets talk about school. Im not saying that Im really doing well in it but so far alhamdulilah,I managed to cope with it. It just that I do get really stress up sometimes because my lecturers tend to cramp our schedule with so many presentations and test on the same week. To be honest,Im getting bored with presentations. I dont feel enthusiastic at all especially when we are told to wear formal. EEE! RIMAS! I will be so glad whenever I heard my lecturers says "Im fine with semi-formals bt please wear covered shoes" Kan bagus mcm gitu,senang sikit hidup kite semue :) This will be my last semester having examinations, I mean after this I will be doing attachment and FYP. So far,my most irritating lecturer that I really 'tak ngam' is Mr Simon aka Mr Pistol. If you guys really read through my wall post at fb for every tuesday afternoon,then u will understand. Haha

So now lets talk more about my personal life. I guess this will be the 'part' that most of my friends are looking forward to..haha. Well its hard for me to put in words,hmm bt obviously I have forgotten about my past..like totally I have move on which Im really glad :) So people ask me "hows ur love life?" To be honest,its not easy to find the suitable one afterall people know im very the cerewet beret binte memilih. hehe :p I cant deny that mmg adela orang yg try to open up my heart but I just cant accept due to some factors. I mean benda2 gini kene come naturally,kalau suke sukelaa..kalau tk suke..nk buat mcm mane kan. Cause I always told myself never ever give someone false hope cause I know how it feels and also because Ive done it to someone before and he almost did smtg stupid. I guess Ive learn my lesson.

Lets get straight to the point,well yes Im currently knowing someone *secret secret* Still trying to understand him even better and if things work out,then i will the most happiest person :) I know all my friends cant wait to see me having a boyfriend,well guys I truly appreciate korang mcm concern towards aku. No worries,insya allah one day I will definitely meet that someone. Im taking it slow cause I dont like to rush.

Currently,im kinda upset with that boy. I mean ive been trying my best to understand him but he seems like not appreciating me. I dont want to conclude that fast but afterall everyone wants to be treated nicely and feel appreciated. For now im giving myself time to heal,I mean its not a big issue actually..bt suddenly I feel so upset and I cant take it anymore,it really hurts :( I guess im currently going through a breakdown moment. I bet he dont even realise that hes hurting me,my mistake for not telling. Cause I dont know how to explain,I scared he get agitated by me and I dont want to bother him with this. But on top on that,gosh why am I missing him so much. U should try being in my place and really feel it. I bet u not gona like it. Then u will realise how emotion-less u can be at times. And when ure in my shoe,tell me whether u can be as patient as me..I know ure not good in this and I really understand that but a little effort is all Im asking for. I dont demand cause I know ure really busy. But sometimes ur busy-ness is really not making sense at all and yet I can still think positive. I know u have ur past and I have mine..I know its not easy to move on but seriously..I could be all that u needed,If you let me try. Cause I really do care and I mean it. Perhaps one day u will be able to see it clearly. Im just hoping for the best but if it goes otherwise,then I just have to redha and cope with it..........

Okayla I gtg. I belum makan malam lagi tau. My mum nari masak sambal goreng with ayam kari and nuggets. YEAHHH!! DELICIOUS! I shall blog again soon. Takecare beautiful readears. Love you,mwahhhh! :)

2010-04-19T20:49:00.004+08:00

Hello Lovelys :)
So today is my first day of school. Cant believe that im actually now in my 3rd year. Well,time flies. As usual,train sucks in the morning. Some people are really self-centered. If you dont want to board the train,just diri la kat tepi sikit. TAK BOLEH KE? Since I dah lame tk naik train pagi2 buta kan,so hilang semue skill cara nk menyelit2 masuk ke dalam train. In the end I couldnt get in.Marah nie der! haha.

Ifah : Bodoh pe drg yg tunggu train nie,aku betul2 dah hilang skill seh,dnt laugh bt i cant get in the train,now kene wait for the next one. Haha,I guess i nie lenient sgt eh.
Sabrina : Hahaha,takpe. today kasi chance.
Ifah : Ye,mmg nari i bagi chance la sgt2,bsk jgn harap la der. Haha

Besok,u guys yg tunggu train kat yishun...tengokla betapa pandai saya boleh menyelit masuk ke dalam train without mendatangkan kemarahan orang lain or being selfish. Since I dah dapatkan balik my skills. haha. But no worries,im very courteous tau :)

Surprisingly I was early,so I waited for sabrina kt luar yck mrt station since at the control station penuh sesak dgn budak2 year1. Alah,mmg boleh agkla sgt2..confirm year 1 punye..cause ive been through it what. Haha..tngok muka drg,cara drg pakai..dah tahu dah ;)
As i was waiting for her,I saw a guy fell down on the stairs. I bet bdk year1. I really pity him seh eventhough mcm kelakar jgkla,bt i didnt laugh laa..cause confirm nnti die malu. If sabrina ade,confirm die dah ketawa melalak punye,die punye orang mmg tak pandai nk tahan ketawa. haha!

First lesson was lecture,boring gile okay. My lecturer really really really boring. Buat jokes pun case lawak bodoh gitu which does not make any sense at all. Haha. Bt hes nice,not that firm. Overall,okayla. Lab lesson was fine,since its my specialization year. Its all about networking, no more PROGRAMMING :) I got my favourite lecturer,ALAN! BESTTT! But but but,there is another lecturer too,bt i guess she handle the lecture part..okayla,die ajar pun not bad. But mcm cepat sgt arh cara die ajar.

So now lets talk abt my timetable. The good thing is,I dont have any night classes for this sem BUT I have to go to sch everyday and lesson starts at 9am for 5 days straight! Monday and wednesday ends at 2.5opm. Tuesday at 5pm. Thursday and Friday at 6pm. ADOII! Pat 6pm tuu ade berat sikit ye..tapi ape2 pun,saya tetap bersyukur :)

2010-04-17T22:01:00.004+08:00

When I saw my fb friends wall saying that achik spin meninggal dunia,I was really shocked and couldnt believe it because I just saw him on tv this afternoon for some rtm1 show called 'Gah 1'. Initially it was 'Hits 1' but they decided to change the program name and the program is LIVE on every saturday. So I googled,and it was true. He meninggal dunia akibat kemalangan. I told my parents about it and they were really damn shocked. Imagine we just saw his last appearance on tv few hours ago. And I remembered my father wanted to change the channel,bt I said no. Cause dah lame tk tngok he and nana on tv together. I guess I was lucky to watch him singing live for the last time on tv. Click the link below for more details abt his kemalangan.

http://www.budiey.com/achik-spin-meninggal-dunia/

Somehow I feel sad,like he just said hes planning to record a new single to continue the story of 'paling comel' song and etc. Well he do look kinda pale just now on tv bt I didnt suspect anything. I dont know abt u guys,bt I do feel sad..I mean somehow kite semue membesar with some of his 'love' songs u see. Takziah from me to his family.
Semoga roh nya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Amin.

2010-04-09T23:34:00.002+08:00

Well Im really bored right now. So I guess its the right time for me to blog again :)
Time flies really fast and Im now left with 8-9 more days of holidays before school commenced again.
I dont know whether I should feel glad about it or otherwise. I mean the good thing about schooling is,it will help to keep myself busy. Just that when it comes to school work,it really sucks! haha. The not-so good thing is,once im pack with my school works..I hardly have time for my friends,I mean sometimes I am free on the weekends,bt not for every week. But I guess im not that bad when it comes to busy-ness. I do make time to update my friends about my life once in a while..by sms-ing them,call,msn,through fb or blogging.

Well in friendship or relationship,its always important for us to stay in touch and COMMUNICATION is the key. When I said communication,it doesnt mean that you have to talk with the person every day. Its the thoughts that count. Just by doing a lil simple stuff like for example sending a short sms to someone,that will be great enough. Atleast they know you care and still in touch u see. I mean everyone is busy, bt i think once in a while we still have 2 minutes to spare for someone that we care right? And of course,be sincere when u do it. Dont expect something in return,thats totally wrong. Learn to be understanding and stop demanding :)
I shall elaborate more abt this and other important *key* next time okay! Haha

I feel like going out tmr since Ive been staying at home for the past few days. Afterall Im perfectly fine now. No more block nose, sorethroat or anything :) But I have no plans,I dont know where to go or what to do. What I know,I wana go out tmr. So please bring me out someone? haha! Well its great that some of my friends are free,atleast I know one of them can accompany and layan me tmr. hehe

Before I end,I wanted to tell you guys this. YOU KNOW my msn kene hack! Biadap yee siape yg melakukan pekara itu,tunggu korang..nnti aku dah belajar more abt networking..taula nasib! So I was really panick just now,cause it says my msn was sign-in at two places,then aleh2 keluar stupid random msg which I bet virus la kan. I quickly sign out and change my password. PANJANG GILE OKAY MY PASSWORD! case mcm betul2 make sure it will be save this time round. haha. I wanted to change to a new email,bt syg la..I have used it since I was in pri 6 tau.
So guys,please be careful,rajin2 la change ur password alright! :)

2010-04-07T16:13:00.013+08:00

Hello lovelyz! :)

Today I have decided to stay at home again since Im still kinda sick. Im having a bad flu,to be specific its 'block nose' I should say and it really irritates me. Thanks to the 'vicks inhaler' for being my bestfriend today,I feel much much much better with you by my side. One thing I really hate it when Im having block nose is because not only its hard for me to breathe but also I cant taste anything when im eating,I dont know whether its salty,sour or sweet. I mean I dont know abt you guys out there,bt I always experience that.
Alhamdulilah,my sorethroat is getting better and dah tk demam :)
I guess by tmr I should be perfectly fine,Insya allah.

Here are some of the overdue photos that I promise to post. So starting from the first picture is the latest outing with my friends. Well u can always go to my facebook and view the rest! :)

2010-04-05T13:08:00.008+08:00

Well I was right. I somehow got the feeling that the food that we ordered got cancelled due to late payment. I guess throughout my first bbq session with my poly mates, this is the first time we ever encounter this type of problem. Simply because of some reasons. Mentang2 semue dah ade specialization and dah tk same class lagi..beh satu2 mcm buat perangai,actually kite melayu okay,neutral..dorang yg bangsa lain tuu..ade bertengkar sesama sendiri..its not abt the food,somehow pasal makanan,tadi pagi I dah boleh settle kan..its abt masalah peribadi di antara kite sekelas. So faham2 jela..

I was really confused tau tadi pagi..At first they said the bbq is still ON,then cancelled,then ON! So in the end CANCELLED! Since cancelled,some of us decided to go for karaoke and Bowling instead! Okayla not bad. I miss bowling anyways! hahaha

Okay I have to siap now..im late!!

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I had so much fun today! Karaoke session was awesome. Eventhough I was sick and still having sorethroat,i still forced myself to sing. Well I cant resist the temptation arhhh,haha! Bowling was Great too! Hafiz is so kekek laaaa,u guys should see how die lempar bola bowling tuu,mcm marah benar..mentang2 rumah tengah renovasi..bowling nye bola pun sound effect pun seakan2..sampai member tergelincir yeee...itu pat kite semue kekek sehh..ketawe sampai nk nangis. Oh during bowling session,sabrina boyfriend tag along. Aisey,terror pee 'abang andi'! haha. Overall,I really had a great time! :D

2010-04-04T14:14:00.004+08:00

Remember in my older post,I told u guys that Ive been receiving flowers,bears and etc for the past few weeks. So today I received beautiful tulips and a chocolate cake from that anonymous person. In the card,he said this will be the last time i will be receiving all these from him. If there is opportunity,one day he will appear again. I was like, huh??! I dont understand. U have been giving me all those things like more than a month,then suddenly u decided to leave or quit without even telling me who you are??! Whats wrong sehhh? I mean i would love to know his name. Atleast name laaaa. Tak perlu tahu la orang nye siape or how does he look like. But i have to respect his decision,im sure he has his own reasons for that. Well Mr, thanks for all the things that u had gave me all these while, its really sweet of you. I truly appreciate. May one day, u'll find the happiness that u have been searching all these while :)

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Eventhough I was still sick but I decided to go for my friend's performance. See SUPPORTIVE KAN AKU! Ini baru name nye sahabat sejati! hehehe ;)
I met athirah and atikah at 7pm since we have to be seated by 7.30pm. Overall it was good,I love the tarian part. Very Nice :D For the silat moves,okayla not bad..bt I guess it was abit long..haha..moreover I used to be in silat,so mcm dah tau jugak arh *abeh nk action arh ifah?* hehehe. Tkdela,I seriously think they should kurangkan sikit masa untuk pertunjukan silat tuu :) So pictures will be up soon. I seriously have so many overdue pictures that needs to be post in my blog. Well soon okay..cause to be honest,im very lazy nk post gambar at blog..hehe..lainla kalau Fb..easier and faster u see..

Just now when I got home,some of my classmates contact me regarding abt tmr's bbq. Last minute, we had some problems but no to worry, now everything is under control :) So my job is to be at ECP by 4pm and collect the food at carpark. Im so gona eat alot tmr,as usual..perangai serious garfield sehhh ifahhh. Step jek nak lose weight. Takkan dapat kau achieve punye,terima lah hakikat itu. hehe ;)

I'll be back soon and share with you guys abt my class bbq alright! Takecare,mwaaahhh

2010-04-03T23:26:00.004+08:00

Im having a bad sore throat now. Its killing me. Like very PERIT! =(
So just now in the afternoon, I went out for a while. But the weather wasnt good, it keeps on raining. As usual, I forgot to bring my umbrella and that explains why im having a bad flu,cold and sore throat now. I dont know why but eversince I was young,I memang tk boleh kene hujan..walaupun sikit. Once kene,nnti bile balik rumah..terus tk sihat badan and demam. But thank god Im not the extreme type, as in once I ate panadol..alhamdulilah besok dah baik sikit :)

Im really hungry now bt it seems so hard for me to eat anything. Cz my tekak like very perit,nk swallow food very the susah. In the end hilang selera makan. So ive been drinking lots of water since in the afternoon. But I did force myself to eat a lil bit,if not nnti gastric pulak..dah jadi lagi satu masalah.

Tmr Im going to watch my friend's performance. So hopefully by tmr I dah sihat,if not ntah jadi pergi ke tidak. Then on monday,my class will be having class bbq. Still not sure whether nak overnight ke tak nak. Cause if the malay guys wont be staying overnight, then for sure sabrina and I pun tak. Yela,dorang kan macam our abang2 superhero gituu..selalu menjaga kite due dgn baik,very protective tauuu..hehe

School will reopen on 19 april. Meaning I left with two weeks of holidays jek?! Cepatnye masa berlalu. Ni la manusia or to be specific students..bile holidays nk sekolah..den bile dah nk bukak sekolah...nk holiday pulak cause we are not prepared to face our upcoming projects..haha

And yarh,just now when I went out..I did singgah to northpoint,jalan2 sekejap. OMG! I FALL IN LOVE! I FALL IN LOVE with this PUMA WATCH! haha :D
Its really gorgeous. Both pink and purple looks good. But I prefer purple,my favourite color kan ;) I dont know whether I should get it. Well u see people,im so in love with watches. Im addicted to it. Haha. Tak kisahla ade brand ke tkde brand,once I dah minat..mmg susah nk resist. But to think back,my pay nowdays dah tak mcm dulu,so if I were to buy it..confirm kene label 'membazir' haha. I know I should be a smart buyer,bt its really pretty. My sister said I have so many watches already,so why I need a new one and boleh tahan expensive plak tuu. Lainla kalau murah tk psl jugak. Well what she said is true, bt hmmm..its really GORGEOUS! I asked my sis if she can buy it for me,then die kate "jgn nk ngada2..bdae dah lepas,and I already bought u a puma watch last year and its way way more expensive than this,so its a BIG NO this time" I was like "okkkaaayyy tkpeeeeee" I guess I really should drop the idea of purchasing it *sad sad sad* cmon ifah,get over it or else ur 98dollars will be gone just like that! THINK! anggap la kau tk pernah nmpak jam tuu! haha

Okayla I'll be back soon with more interesting and exciting stories okay!
For now,takecare alright! :D

2010-03-23T23:35:00.012+08:00

2010-03-23T16:45:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulilah,I pass for all my modules :) Im really glad about it eventhough my GPA drop a lil bit. But its okay,atleast I made it through. I will really really work hard for year 3 since I want to further my studies. Insya allah.

So lets talk about my birthday celebration. First of all Im very grateful that I got the chance to celebrate with my mum again for this year. Semoga my dear mum panjang umur selalu,cause I really cant imagine celebrating my birthday without her. Celebration with my family was really sweet. They really pampered me alot,totally treat me like a princess. Thanks alot =)

I thought my four darlings couldnt make it on sunday,since all of them didnt contact me and inform about my birthday celebration plan. I mean like,nk pergi mane? tngok movie ke and etc. Rupenye,dorang empat2 nie semue dah ade plan..they want to surprise me..and its really sweet..totally appreciate it. I really had so much fun with them. Conclusion,it was such a sweet memorable 19th birthday. All thanks to those lovely people that wished me, My family, My four lovely darlings and 'adela kann' ;) *rahsia!rahsia!rahsia!* hahaha :p

So now im already 19 years old,this will be somehow my last 'teen' age. Nextyear say goodbye to the digit '1' Ifah!! Well its okay,the good thing is Im going to be more matured! chey chey! haha
Pictures will be up pretty soon,cause I gtg now!
Takecare darlings! mwahhhhhhhhh =D

2010-03-21T23:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to my dearest MUMMY and also to MYSELF! HAHA :)

I shall do a proper update tmr since there's so many things I wana share with u guys! takecare readers,mwahhhhhhhhhhh =D

2010-03-18T23:59:00.007+08:00

I heard from my friends that our exam results will be release on next tuesday. Im like so nervous. I really hope I pass all my modules. Then this time,I will really really work hard for my year3 semesters,I need to have a high GPA in order for me to further my studies to uni.
Im really praying hard that I dont have to repeat any modules cause I think one of the modules I didnt really do well. SERAM NYEEEE!

I promise I will do a proper update next time because for now,I really dont have much to say but I just feel like typing..hehe..so before I end,here are some songs that I keep on listening for the past few days..okay most of the lagu2 dah lame..tkde yg baru manela kann..Haha..bt ntah eh..suddenly these songs like stuck in my head for this week..im like so ketinggalan zaman sekarang..dulu time secondary school..I used to be updated with all the new songs..maklumla mase tuu minat sgt nk dgr radio..haha..I realised,after I enter poly,terus dah tk dgr any radio channels..i mean dgr pun setakat azan or when im in the car..naseb la aku ade kwn2 yg baik sudi UPDATE aku dgn lagu2 baru and also not forgetting TV..hehe..

Hati yang kau sakiti - Rossa
Hey Ladies - Rossa
Cintai aku - Rossa
Terrified - Katherine McPhee
Jika Engkau Pergi - Imran Ajmain
Ghaibmu - Imran Ajmain
Selamat Ulang Tahun Sayang - Imran Ajmain
Yang Ku Perlu - Imran Ajmain
Selembut Sutera - Nur Fatimah
Ring Ding Song - SHINee
Separuh Jiwaku Pergi - Anang
Andai Ku Tahu - Dayang Nurfaizah
If You Want Me - Marketa Irglova & Glen Hansard
Jangan Sakiti - The Titans
Pencari Jalan Mu - Afgan
Silent Movie - Natasha Bedingfield
Shoot For The Stars - Natasha Bedingfield
Promise In The Dark - Keri Hilson
Matahariku - Agnes Monica
For You I Will - Teddy Geiger
The Only One - Teddy Geiger
Seven Days Without You - Teddy Geiger
Touch My Body - Mariah Carey
Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart - Alicia Keys
Doesn't Mean Anything - Alicia Keys
Sayang - Dayang feat Marcell

2010-03-14T13:04:00.007+08:00

I need someone right now. I dont wish to disturb my friends that much bt still I appreciate their time in making me feel better..Hmm but I think my dear blogger should be just fine too. I woke up in the morning hoping that everything will turns out well for me today,bt before my day could even reach to the afternoon..someone just spoil it..and it totally ruin my day,I swear I was so down that I cant even step out from my room cause I dont want my parents to see me in that condition and begin to worry.

I really dont get it why u should appear back,why why why why? You know I hate you so much..I swear I do..and I have never really like u before,love? Dont ever dream of it,NOT AT ALL,eventhough u always force me to try,bt I really cant and never thought of it..cause I know ure not the one..and now ure the only person that I hated so much..how can u ever think of sms-ing me again after such a long long long time. And I cant believe it u actually sms me to remind me of all those negative issues. Like seriously u have no respect towards me,ure so CRUEL! U expect me to remember ur bdae and wish u?! Huh??! Are you out of ur mind???! After all the things that u did,do u think u deserve that attention from me? Precisely NOT! Ure SICK! If I ever see u again, I swear im going to embarass you in public..dont u ever underestimate me..because my hatred for you is really high that infact I can do anything towards you,just that I still think of my future and im not insane yet. Well seriously,im not the type of person who loves to hate people..in fact I try my best to be nice with everyone and understand their situation..bt YOU! I dont know whether I should give u an award or credit since u somehow BERJAYA making me BENCI SOMEONE SANGAT SANGAT! Bt seriously,I think the reason why u still find me..because you somehow FAILED in your Mission and you want to re-plan it back..something like that huh?! Maybe u have forgotten,Im a BRAVE girl and I will fight for my rights! And thats why in then U KALAH! So please,just leave me alone..cause I hate to know ur presence..

And yaa before I end my post,I have another problem to say to you blogger..you know for the past 3 weeks ive been receiving flowers,cards..chocolates and etc from someone..but the problem is the person prefer to be anonymous..well I do appreciate his thoughts bt seriously I dont think he should waste money on me when I dont even know him..afterall he claims that he is somehow a stranger to me..just that we met before for a few times,so I bet maybe he saw me at some functions like that..and I cant remember cause I dont know..maybe hes far away from me..abt my address and name..maybe he ask someone during the functions that happens to know me..And today,he gave me a few cute lil teddy bears with chocolates and its being wrap together like a bouquet of flower..well it is pretty..I think among all ur gifts..I like this the most..but really I dont want him to think by doing all these,he can win my heart or smtg..because I think I can just afford to offer him a frendship and not more than that..well i dont have the heart to hurt him but somehow I already like someone else..bt i will be glad if he own up,cause I want to thank him personally..cause I do appreciate his efforts =)

And its raining heavily now,I guess the weather do feel for me...I told myself to be strong but I just have to cry to make myself feel better..well in life,sometimes we just have some breakdown moments...but not to worry..im sure after that,I will gain back my strength..afterall im a jovial person! cmon ifah,no point thinking of the past..now pleaseeee cheer up and SMILE! =D
Yeahh,thats the way!!

2010-03-10T16:08:00.003+08:00

Hello!! :) Okay where should I begin? Hmmmmm
For the past few days,ive been meeting my lovely friend athirah almost everyday..haha..because both of us are not working and we are totally bored at home! Aqidah and wan are busy with attachments,atikah pulak kat vietnam. So in the end left with the two of us,tapi tetap gerek! =D
Last sunday,we went for karaoke bt this time without atikah since die dkt vietnam..sorry tikah we didnt wait for you,tkpe nnti u dah balik..kite pergi lagi OKAY darling? And I tell you,the karaoke session that we had,its totally crazy..we didnt really bother to nyanyi dgn merdu..cause its like we just wana really stress and lepaskan geram gitu..haha..and it was really fun! Im thinking of having bowling session with them for our next actitivity,which obviously on weekends since weekdays my two darlings for sure cant make it which I totally understand =)
Athirah and I have been applying for jobs lately..hopefully dapatla..actually I dah dapat satu nie..bt provided if I want to work with them for a long time which im still thinking whether to amek..its not being cerewet but if its under retail..mmg for sure I take already..

So today I spend the whole day at home since im still sick. Ohh I forgot to tell u guys,smlm I somehow kene hujan..well is my fault laa..telupe nk bwk umbrella..actually I wanted to wait till hujan reda,bt mcm lame gituu tknk stop2..then im in a rush..so nk tknk I terpaksa jalan jugak..bt now im feeling much much better..dah tk demam...bt still having flu..naseb tk sekolah..mmg boleh la sgt2 lepak kat rumah selama mane yg saya inginkan...tak payah risau2 pasal MC..haha
Okayla,I shall update again soon..but tk promise..because seriously holiday boring gile! ntg much to say..haha
Takecare darlings! mwaaaaahhhhhhh ;)

Andd yaaah,Ive been listening to this song lately..beautiful lyrics,I love it =) if u guys wana hear it,its under my MELODY..on my playlist..so enjoyyyy!

Terrified Lyrics - Katharine McPhee

You by the light is the greatest find
In a world full wrong you're the thing that's right
Finally made it through the lonely to the other side

You said it again, my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions

Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time in my only life

This could be good, it's already better than last
And love is worse than knowing you're holding back
I could be all that you needed if you let me try

You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting start
I'm at the edge of my emotions

Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time in my only

I only said it 'cause I mean it, I only mean 'cause it's true
So don't you doubt what I've been dreaming
'Cause it fills me up and holds me close whenever I'm without you

You said it again my hearts in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star

Watching the shadows burning in the dark
And I'm in love and I'm terrified
For the first time in the last time in my only life

2010-03-03T23:57:00.013+08:00

Here are some pictures taken on 1st march with my classmates and 2nd march with my lovely darlings =)

2010-03-01T22:16:00.003+08:00

YEAHHHH EXAMS ARE OVER!!! =D
Im so GLAD,so now lets pray and hope that my results turn out good. I really hope I dont have to repeat any modules cause for all these years ive try my best not to fail any modules which I did =)
So today after exam,me and my malay geng went to syed's coffee shop at yishun to chill first while waiting for azan maghrib. This is the first time fazreen bawak kereta gi sekolah, so satu2 naik seronok..hahaha..after prayers,we then went to northpoint to meet my other classmates to have our dinner together at 18 chef. Overall I had so much with my lovely classmates. So next gathering I guess it will be jane's birthday party and o8o3 BBQ!! CANT WAIT FOR THAT =D

I will upload the pictures soon..
Takecare lovely readers,mmwahhh;)

2010-02-18T13:00:00.003+08:00

I guess I will not update my blog after this entry till my exams are over. Its time to get Stress, Study and stay FOCUS!

So here are my exam dates =)

22Feb2010 Infosecurity Technology 12.30-2.30

24Feb2010 Software Engineering 12.30-2.30

1March2010 Device Interfacing 4-6

Wish me luck people ;)

Takecare my lovely readers! mwaaaahhhhhh

2010-02-16T15:26:00.013+08:00

Here some of the pictures that I took with my darlings during the cny holidays,overall I had so much fun with them. I LOVE YOU GUYS so muccccchhh okayy,syg sgt2..hehe =D

2010-02-13T12:47:00.002+08:00

My dad told me yesterday that kite semue tk jadi balik kampung because my grandfather not feeling well,so my relatives yg kat kampung coming to singapore instead to visit my grandfather.
So when he told me that,I really cant believe it.

Biar betul abah???
Betul la,suke la kau..psl siang2 kau dah PROTEST taknak balik kampung
Hehe*with my tersengih face*

So today in the morning my sis asked me to accompany her to the clinic cause since yesterday she complained to me that she was having chest pain and breathing difficulties. All that happened because,yesterday when she was doing her lab experiment..one of her classmates drop her test tube that contains a kind of chemical which i cant recall the name..and at that point of time..she was really2 next to that girl..so die inhale that chemical too much i think. I was really worried because yesterday we reasearch abt that chemical and its proven if a person inhale it too much it will cause chest pain,breathing difficulties and more.

Bt then when we consult the doctor,he said he needs to refer my sister to tan tock seng hospital for further medical treatment. So yahh we went to the hospital immediately after that. Alhamdulilah,ntg bad happen to her =)

See that cute lil boy picture? Oh myyyy I miss this sweetheart of mine so much already. Dah lame tk jumpe die,the last time I saw this cute kuzzin of mine was like december. Luckily this sunday im going to my kuzzin engagement,so I got the chance to meet him,coz parents die selalu busyyyyyyyy..sembunyikan die dkt rumah jek..hahaha..

2010-02-09T21:52:00.003+08:00

Finally all my presentations are done!!! So I guess now I have to focus on my exams.

After presentation,sabrina and I went to town for a while,kire mcm nk hilangkan tension..because you know why,that teacher who judge our presentation,is so the merepekkk and abit rude gituu..mcm tkde ETIKA langsung,die yg tanye soalan salah..beh nk bingit kat kite plakk...oh well luckily shes not my teacher..and I dont wish her to teach me! perangai serius ewwww! She reminds me of my chemistry teacher during sec sch..exactly the same..muke pun same..kerinting die pun same!! EEE!!!!

I had some embarassing moments just now bile time balik dari orchard. So I reached yishun and tap my ezlink card bt then suddenly i felt abit pening,so I walked abit slow and didnt expect the side doors will hit my waist. So when it hits my waist,I shouted "ouchhh!" Luckily there was this army guy,i must say a good looking malay guy..he saved me somehow..he was behind me..so when he saw me tersepit,I think he quickly tap his card and push me to the front. Naseb die tk tolak kuat2,buat nye aku tersungkur..lagi maluuu! Then with my stupid cramp face coz I was still in pain, I said "thank you" and that guy said "welcome" but die tesengih2..I know my face funnylaa...OMG MALU GILE SEHH! Imagine,i was wearing my heels all that..kire dah bergaya la..then that stupid thing happened..malunyee! I hope I wont see that guy again eventhough he had save me.

2010-02-08T20:04:00.012+08:00

The pictures above were taken when I met qidah on 5 Feb and 7 feb with Athirah. Basically it was a short meeting or should I say 'dating' that I had with each of them. Haha..

But still I had so much fun =)

Tmr will be my FINAL PRESENTATION for this SEMESTER! Omg I cant wait to get over it! So hopefully everything will goes smoothly. Thank god my presentation starts at 2pm =)

My dad told me that this weekend, as in this coming sunday and monday we will balik kampung. I really dont feel like going there,cant he like wait till my holidays..

Mum actually dont mind if my kakak and me tak ikut,coz afterall kite dah besar..boleh jage diri sendiri..bt my dad..he really2 wants us to go coz its been a long time since the last time I balik kampung. But IM NOT READY and DAD im unhappy abt it. Dont ask me why. So since yesterday,my dad being so polite with me..like nk amek hati arh so that I will agree with this plan of balik kampung. I really dont know how to avoid this seh because obviously its public holiday and mum can no longer persuade him. Kakak pulak mcm dah give up,she said just give in laa this time since its only 2 days and 1 night. Well its not abt the surroundings,I seriously dont mind at all..I can totally adapt with it..its about some family matters that I cant explain it here..I really wana get over this week quickly esp if jadi balik kampung.

2010-02-06T19:55:00.003+08:00

I got PATH A!!! Alhamdulilah,I got the same as sabrina. Infact all my classmates got path A except for wenqi. I pity wenqi,I mean eventhough our specialization semue lain2 but if the whole class got into path A,we will still bump into each other kan. Bt its ok,im sure we will still meet her somehow =)

So in the morning,I went jogging alone since my kakak need to go to sch..and after that I spend the whole saturday at home since I have no plans. Nvmla,atleast I can complete my presentation slides and I already revise abit for my marketing test on this coming wednesday.

Hmm I guess tmr also the same,terperuk kat rumahhh..I dont have plans yet. Cause most of my friends having test and exams on this coming monday onwards. Eerrr,I dont really know what else to type,I guess I'll end now. I promise I will do a proper update next time. Take good care of urself readers! Always think positive okaaaayyy! Mwahhhhhhhh ;)

2010-02-03T19:54:00.002+08:00

I was at home for the whole day since my lecturers decided not to have any lesson today. I was so damn bored that I decided to call mum at work.

Mama,im so bored at home..tkde orang kt rumah
Den keluar laaahhh jalan2 ngan kwn
Tkde orang ajak keluar,semue busy sekolah
Hmm,gi tngok tv
Cite boring!! Hmm mama,can I like berselerak kan ur dapur
Meaning??
Can I like bake some cookies or cook something,please please
Hmm cookies boleh,tapi please eh after buat all that make sure u kemas bersih2
Okay okay Mummy!
And yaa today mama balik siang..then u can help me masak nasi ayam and ur kupang sambal
OKKKK MUM! No problem! Balik cepat2 tauu,boring gile kat rumah
Ok sure,Bye Bye!

So finally my mum masak my kupang sambal. Ive been so called mengidam for that. Haha
Nasi ayam as usual,SEDAP GILEEEE =D

2010-02-02T22:12:00.008+08:00

2010-01-31T23:22:00.003+08:00

So this song my sister introduce it to me..hmm I think last month(december). Its really touching,I love this song. I guess its an old song but I just got to know abt it last month..hehe..I heard its from a movie..so yahhh..hope u guys like it =)

2010-01-31T22:41:00.002+08:00

Im so damn happy today. Finally I get the chance to meet my lovely darlings! Bt wan cant make it,well its ok..theres always next time right? =)
Since aqidah finished working at 3pm,I met athirah and atikah first. We went to CCK cause I want to get this Casio watch. Im LOVIN it! If wan ade,confirm die dah kacau aku..im sure he gona say smtg like "Ifah,berape byk jam kau ade kat rumah nie??" I still remember he asked me to buy a watch and tampal kat dahi,tk kelakar ehhh wannn..haha
I mean I cant help it,I really love watches! They are so beautiful,like accessories gituu..
I really had a good time with my beautiful girls. It was really awesome! I swear I laughed alot sampai nk ternangis dibuatnyeee! haha

After qidah finished working,we had our super late lunch at banquet. After that late lunch,we were wondering where to go..like really no idea..we dont want to travel that far cause tmr schooling...SO GUESS WHAT? WE WENT BACK TO CCK! HAHAHA
So yahh we went window shopping and of course we took so many pictures =)
I will upload some of the pictures by tmr..

TMR sch starts at 12pm instead 8am BECAUSE I have no more lesson for that 8am class.
Meaning I can bangun lambat sikit bsk =D
Okla,I gtg!! Takecare lovely readers
Mwahhhhhhhhhhh

2010-01-29T22:31:00.005+08:00

Sorry for neglecting you blogger, I know ive not updated for quite sometime. The reason is because Im totally busy with school and whenever I have the chance to blog, I simply do not know what to type. So here I am now!!
Hmm where should I begin..........
My next presentation will be on 9 feb and exams will be on 22nd,24th feb and 1st March. I dont know why my exam dates kinda pretty late. So after exam, I MIGHT be starting my attachment. Im not sure whether its already confirm,but what I saw,im in the first period meaning i will be doing my attachment once i finish my exam. So no holidays for me bt its ok I will enjoy my long break after my last semester during my yr3.

Im planning to meet my lovely darlings this coming sunday. I hope jadi. Cause I miss them so much already and I really have so many things to update them!! =)
AND yaaahh,im having swollen eyes again,bt this time its not that bad unlike last time. My dad said maybe because my mate panas,maybe its true. Imagine this time both of my eyes ade small biji..bt its not that swollen..thank god! So I have been really rajin as in I keep on applying the cream on my eyelid. Hopefully it gets better as I dont want to go to the clinic again because of the same problem. FYI guys,last 2 weeks I went to clinic because of swollen eyes. Luckily I still have the cream.

I guess nxweek will be my last week for sch and then it will be study break. I really need to start my revision soon. Im aiming for a high GPA this time round. Insya allah I can do it! =)

Andd yah,i borrowed sabrina's eng storybook..i love it! im so MELEKAT with it right now!

2010-01-17T13:03:00.005+08:00

I had my SFTENG Presentation on last thursday. It went well and most of us are happy with it. So left with another one which I believe it will happen in two weeks time? Err,im not so sure abt that..nvm..i will ask my classmates soon abt it..

On that day,we non stop kacau khai cause he looks so mcm budak2 with his hair,'Prefect' tie and so on. Cute! hahaha

As usual every friday im not schooling. So thats the only day in weekdays that I have the chance to wake up pretty late. hee

But I had a bad day on the last friday, aleh2 I bangun dari tido jek..I realise my left eye bengkak. It looks really bad and ugly! My eye feels heavy and painful coz not only its bengkak bt also ade biji. I really have no mood on that day,mcm very disturbing arhhh..My mum said wait till on sat and we see how,if no perubahan then go to the clinic. So yeah,on saturday I went to see the doctor. Doctor said maybe my mate panas and since im allergic to dust so thats maybe another reason for that to happen. Im really glad that now its getting BETTER,that biji pun dah hilang =)

I love SUNDAY Morning.

BECAUSE MY MUM IS NOT WORKING = DELICIOUS MEAL =)

Today she cooked for us fish n chips and my all time favorite spaghetti,yummmyy!

Well mum,ur the best! =D love u!

2010-01-13T22:22:00.003+08:00

Went to gym after sch with ridwan. Initially the plan was cancelled because qidah couldnt make it cause shes having test today, but then ridwan said just proceed with the plan since die dah lame tk pergi gym, so yarh in the end we went. U noe when I told my malay classmates that Im going to the gym,drg like tk mcm tk percaya..ade ke patut drg ketawekan aku..BIADAP yee..haha, bt its ok..i noe its sound funny? I mean ifah with GYM? So the odd,lain la kalau ifah with MAKEUP Products or SHOPPING! haha
Well the reason im doing all these is firstly because I will be having my napha this year, so I TAKNAK FAIL,MEMALUKANN! Secondly,Im trying to lose weight..if tk menjadi tkpela,atleast I will be more FIT! =) Imagine my last exercise is when im sec 4,RABAK KANN!!! I mean last year I only went for jogging once itu pun mcm berjalan..haha..so nk katekan almost 2 years plus I didnt really run or exercise..hahaha,biasela PEMALAS! pasal mase im in yr 1, my body still maintain,aleh2 starting last semester my badan naik sehh!!!

So just now during our gym session,serious kekek sehhh..si wan nie betul2 bikin aku malu tau! hahaha,overall it was fun. Tk penat mane laa cause i dont want to tire myself too much since bsk I presentation,karang kaki sakit mcm mane nk pakai heels kan..bt I did alot of exercise just now. I feel so Sporty mortyy gitu..hehe,bt my running,OMGGGG I seriously have to train myself alot. PANCIT GILE SEHHH! Imagine today ridwan and I decided lari 1.6 jek and I dah pancit,haha..bt I managed to complete,which im proud of myself,a good start I shud say! Bt my timing serious sucks bt still below 20 mins larhh..after gym,wan and I jalan2 sekejap at northpoint. Kite due explore northpoint..haha,coz I myself jarang gi northpoint walaupun tinggal dkt jekk ngan np. We terserempak our juniors. Suddenly I feel so old, drg semue dah sec 5..I mean im still thinking that baru semalam gituu I complete my olevel..haha..oh well time flies..

2010-01-11T22:08:00.007+08:00

COS lesson ended early today, so we had our breakfast at koufu. We were enjoying our meals and busy chatting,sekali ade orang pekik "TIKUSSSSSSSSSSSSS!" The minute the person said that,I quickly toleh ke bawah..and i saw that RAT! OMG BESAR SEHHH! Die punye tail panjannngggggg! So everyone at koufu were shouting esp the girls coz geli sehhhhh..then this tikus sikit pehh susah nk tangkap..die keep on moving and merayap tempat lain. Kite semue dah diri or menyankung kt atas kerusi. Nasib baik in the end dapat jgk tangkap,wasted arh tk video..because kite semue tengah excited geli gituu..haha..so tk teringat psl video..i really pelik mcm mane tikus tuu boleh masuk koufu seh...imagine kalau die dah termasuk kitchen dulu,habes makanan kite semue..i still remember sehh this girl,tikus tuu lalu die bt she tk perasan i think..den kene kaki die..ewwwwwww..GELINYEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-07T22:08:00.006+08:00

I dont understand WHY the sec sch kids dont want to bring home this goodie bag,i know is not branded bt if u dont like it,cant u just keep it at home,so IRRITATING.. dont know how to appreciate things!! How dare they say we cheapskate!!! good enough we give u this ok,if not we will just give u PAPER BAG! seriously i dont know wads wrg with them, most of my nyp mates want this beg bt they didnt get it..if i noe i give all to them..seriously dont know how to appreciate things,imagine my sister said when she went to LAOS for some teaching program,ONE class have to share ONE PENCIL,sad right? I feel so sad for them. bt singaporean kids..I really dont know what to say

2010-01-04T21:09:00.008+08:00

thanks shahid afham for taking this photo =)

I was bored in class so I pin up abit of my hair at the back and my hair length turns out to be shorter =)

Yesterday went out to town with ridwan and athirah darling. Sadly atikah and aqidah couldnt make it. I hope nxtym bile kite keluar make sure full attendance ok =) So we watched Sherlock Holmes at Cathay. The movie was good. Im so amazed by sherlock holmes intelligence in solving the case. For those who love to watch mystery2 kinda story and dreams to be a detective/private investigator,you should watch it! He's so damn cool! He can predicts almost everything when handling a case. So after movie,we had our dinner at pastamania =)

Today sch starts at 8am. Sabrina and I reached around 8.10am. GUESS WHAT? Only few students in class and my lecturers were not there. So we waited till 8.30 am and this two important people still had not arrived. I mean if there is no class,why cant they inform us through email or sms. Imagine we wasted our time waking up early and they are not there???!! Marahhhh nieeeee!! I means its somehow our first day of sch and FIRST LESSON of the day!

Tuuu tkpe,lecture pun tkde. Maybe laa they told us before during the sch holidays that there will be no lessons bt can they just email us because im sure most of the students had forgotten abt it. I know this week is NYP open house so most likely all my lecturers are busy bt seriously they should have email us! Im not sure whether tmr there is lecture, bt lab lesson will resume as pernormal since I kinda remembered ms verona told us that there will be lesson once sch reopen. Luckily today at 4pm there is RAD lab lesson which we had to do our quiz, if not siang2 aku dah balik rumah tidoooooooooooooo

2010-01-01T20:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! =D

2009-12-29T20:04:00.009+08:00

2009-12-29T00:03:00.002+08:00

Went to town today with sabrina darling. So we went jalan2 sekejap then I accompany sabrina jumpe boyfriend die since die tengah break. After that we went to fareast for our dinner and headed to bugis. I got myself a beg that I wanted from charles and keith and a new wallet from Guess. Actually I thought of buying a different design for my wallet since the one that I really wanted tkde color hitam or purple,left only white for the size that I want. Then bile I tngok2 balik,white pun mcm not bad. So I bought it eventhough mcm heartpain gituu coz the colour that I really want dah tkde. But I still love my new wallet =)

If only I didnt bought that charles and keith bag earlier, I would have gotten the sembonia bag. 45 dollars only sehhhh..cheappppp right? Wasted betul, tau tak beli dulu seh beg charles and keith. Ingatkan nk beli jgk,den pikir2 balik, I must be a smart buyer. So im proud of myself coz I berjaya resist my temptation, eventhough sabrina mcm cucuk2 I supaya beli..hahaha!
In the end sabrina didnt buy any shoe. She actually wanted to get a new shoe for work but tadi semue yg die tngok,die tk berkenan..in the end aku sorang yg shopping..hehe
So i will upload the pictures taken today once I got it from sabrina..
Takecare Lovelyss
Bye!

2009-12-27T23:16:00.004+08:00

Ive just finished watching Singapore Idol. Well for this year, I dont really mind who's gona win it cause I like both of them. So before the result was announced, I just got the feeling that similar thing will happen like asian idol. AND yes, I was right. I really like the way sylvia smile eventhough she didnt win..she got a really good character, esp being humble. Thats why I wouldnt mind if she were to win. So congratulations sezairi, I believe in future you will be a very good musician..anddd yaahh I find his voice sexxxy in a way..haha..I mean senyuman die tersangatla adorable..aku pantang sgt dgn orang2 yg ade dimple or suare sexy..haha..Anw,my father like so damn happy sezhairi menang coz anak kwn die kannnn! hahaha,bt my family like the both of them =)

Im going out tmr with sabrina darling, teman die beli kasut and she teman me beli beg, hehe =)
I will be meeting my lovely four darlings this weekend,CANT WAIT =D
Okla, I gtg..I want to do my project!
Takecare Lovelys

2009-12-27T17:08:00.003+08:00

YEAHHHHHHHHHHH FINALLLLYYY I Got the PHONE THAT I REALLY WANT!
Thank youuuuuu my dear daddddddd,love u =D
However,I will only get it on wednesday since I bought it online
I CANT WAIT!

2009-12-25T22:38:00.010+08:00

Luckily my dad plan was cancelled cause my grandfather was not at home. So he allowed me to go out with qidah. It was a last minute plan since qidah called me at around 5pm. So we met at 6plus. She brought her sister,arina along since tkde orang jage adek die kat rumah. When we reached aizan house, I was excited to see shahidah and matin. Dah lame sehhh tk nampak dorang. As usual, mesti ade orang tegur aku dah gemuk..Matin called me and shahidah gemuk since she also put on weight. But die punye tk teruk ehh,setakat pipi tembam sikit and perut buncit. Mine like very the ketara. She told me that die pun skrg dah fedup,mane2 die pergi mesti orang kate die dah gemuk..mcm nk taruk signboard kat dahi saying "aku taula aku dah gemuk!" haha..Matin said that time pun he gemuk like me but then aleh2 dah turun coz die kurangkan makan. JEALOUS seh aku bile dengar die dah lose weight. So we really chat alot starting from sec days and current. Shahidah,aqidah and I left aizan house at 7.30pm. Then kite temankan arina makan at LJ. After that,we jalan2 at northpoint. GUESS WHAT? the three of us went shopping. Kite borong baju2 kat cotton on..salesss!!! dah mcm orang gile sehh kite tige pilih2 baju..haha..bt of courselaa..as usual mesti aku yang spend paling byk punye! hehehe

I really had so much fun with them. Esp shahidah,rindddduuu gile sehh dgn die..we used to be so close during sec days. When I reached home, shahidah sms me saying that she misses us and takecare. Aww so sweeeeet. So I told her we shud meet up soon,den she say mesti punye! She did told me and qidah at aizan house that nowdays die boring asek duduk rumah jekk, so I told her pape2 boring just contact us, if we free we can meet her including the rest (atikah,athirah,wan) Im sure they miss her too =) Infact just now she did ask us about athirah and atikah. Hmm..Im missing wan,thirah and tikah too! Hope we all can meet up soon! =D

Im going out with my family tmr. Visit my grandfather first then go jalan2. I might be getting my new phone tmr,hmm we shall see. Tapi aku tk mengharap sgt,takut nnti kecewa..kecewa seh,hahaha

2009-12-25T16:16:00.002+08:00

Im so irritated with my dad today! Im not feeling well and wished to stay at home but he keep on forcing me to visit my grandfather. Mcm tak faham bahasa gituu! My mum already said to him nvm laa, mmg selalunye ifah tk ikut pee unless if its family gathering. This is just a normal visit,kesian die sakit. I dont know whats wrong with him, he keep on saying today is holiday so make full use of it. Actually im not that sick arh,bt I really malas nk pergi my atuk house..boring arrrhhhhhh! Aqidah just called me die ajak gi rumah aizan, now I dont know whether I can teman her. I dont know why,bt I feel so bingit with him. Maybe if he ajak kite semue gi jalan2 instead of rumah atuk, aku tkde hal seh nk ikut. Its not that I dont like to visit my grandfather..its damn boringlaa,lagi2 kalau malik tkde kat rumah..in the end aku boleh tertido seh kat sofa. I really hope the plan is cancelled so I can teman qidah. Atleast I dont feel bored.

2009-12-24T20:44:00.022+08:00

2009-12-24T16:10:00.002+08:00

I really had so much fun during my class chalet! Esp when playing the games. So first night as usual, we went for our night walk. Too bad,it keep on raining for the 3 days so most of the times we stay indoors and played games. On the second day,we celebrate sabrina's and khairul's birthday. I wished I can type all the things that we did during chalet bt its so hard to describe..haha,overall I really enjoyed it..I love my classmates so muccccchhhhh 0803 <3
I will upload some of the pictures soon since some of my classmates have not upload it at fb.

2009-12-20T20:06:00.003+08:00

Tmr is my class chalet and I have not pack my beg yet. I feel kinda tired cause I reached home at 6plus in the evening. My dad said he gona get me a new phone soon since my hp dah start rosak2,so before makin teruk,better jual. He has no objections on some of the hp models that Im thinking to buy, which is good! haha, ntah eh angin ape bpk aku nie,aleh2 agree jek =D

We just called my sister just now since her Laos prepaid card there is incoming call free. I miss her so muchhhh! When we called her, she was busy shopping! She said she bought for me a few tops already and a crocs shoe, a beg for my brother and a handbeg for my mum. Untuk my father die belum jumpe ape2 yg sesuai lagi..hehe..since she will be there for a month, she said she will buy more things for us as time flies..dont know why,but just now she prefers to talk alot with me on the phone rather then my parents,then mum keep on snatching the phone from me..haha,rindu anak la katekannnn..

Just now when I went out with my family,I said to mum that this bag is fake. U noe wad she said? "huh taufik? mane?" I was like FAKE LA mummy,FAKE! BUKAN TAUFIK!! Terus die ketawe malu gituuu,apelah mak aku nie,kasi orang ketawe jekk..hahaha
Im thinking whether I should pack my bag now or tmr morning. Hmmmmm

2009-12-19T21:40:00.003+08:00

What a boring Saturday!! I stayed at home for the whole day since I have no plans. Thought of baking cookies but then I mcm rase malas pulak..hehe
My mum pun narie ade penyakit malas,she dont feel like cooking for dinner so we ordered kfc meals and pizza hut. So currently im waiting for my meals to arrive at my doorstep.
CANT WAIT! I miss pizza so muchhhhhhhhhh

Tmr morning, I will be following my parents to jb and then teman them gi tampiness.
Im so looking forward to monday because its my class CHALET! =D
Takecare darlingggsss! Mwwaaahhhh

2009-12-18T21:40:00.002+08:00

Yesterday during night class,everything went well, most of us were doing our projects. I also like very the semangat,duduk diam2 and buat keje yang sabrina suruh. But when sabrina ajak gi toilet,thats when everything become teruk for me. Tibe2 jek my perut and pantat cramp gile..lI have difficulties when walking,the cramp is so painful,mcm tertarik2..I dont know if u guys pernah encounter this before, I somehow pernah and the reason is because I tak banyak makan fruits. Bt this time round,is really bad. I feel like crying seh but I just tahan. Imagine nk kentut pon sakit. I already told myself,if makin sakit gile..i will call my dad and ask him to fetch me frm sch..bt then after I pakse myself to Melabur duit besar which is damn painful(i keep on meraung which hafiz thought there was a ghost in the toilet and he began to run,luckily khai told him it was me,haha) I really felt much much better after that. Since I can walk as per normal eventhough my pantat masih cramp sikit, I balik sendiri. Bile sampai rumah jek,I complain to my parents abt it. Then my dad as usual "TULLAAA tk rajin makan fruits,kan dah cramp"
My mum made for me apple juice and after drinking it, I terus lepak sampai besok pagi..

Then in the morning after I solat subuh,tibe2 the cramp dtg balik sampai I tak boleh gerak sehh..I keep on nangis..luckily my dad was still at home,he took an emergency leave and brought me to the clinic. So it wasnt that serious, just that my perut mcm dehydrated. My dad was being super sweet masakkan my favourite mee,then after I ate medicine,alhamdulilah terus mcm dah baik..so the whole day I drink alot of water..since doctor advised me to do so. So from now onwards,I have to eat fruits everyday,takut sehh benda nie happen again!

2009-12-16T22:15:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went out with my dearest darlings,sadly aqidah didnt tag alog cause she needs to do her project,well its ok qidah..we totally understand. Afterall it was a last minute plan,totally my fault! Im like so miang suddenly want to go out when I have marketing test on wednesday,hee

Overall,I had a great time with them. I only upload 2 pictures since I feel kinda lazy,haha..u guys can view the rest at my fb! =)

So when I got home yesterday,thought of studying after I shutdown my laptop. But in the end, I guess I fell asleep when reading through my notes, because when I woke up early this morning, I found my marketing book just beside my pillow,hehe..So in the MRT,I took out my book and decided to have a quick revision. But then I was distracted by someone. That someone is a cute hot handsome malayyyyy guuuy! Totally My type! hehe

At first he was standing infront of me bt then after Khatib,he stand beside me. I keep on curik2 pandang die, bt then that guy mcm tau2 jek aku tngok die. So I bet in the end die tau aku suke die..haha,got one time he stare at my book and I stare at his face(which is so silly of me) then he looked at me. Aku rase dlm hati die maybe die ckp "Bdk nie,nk test tapi tngok muke aku..tk focus langsung!" haha

Then u guys nk tauuuu tak, bile nk sampai yck..I simpan my buku dalam beg,kire mcm dah get ready nk keluar arh. At that point of time, I tengah pakai earpiece..aleh2 I saw his mouth mcm mumbling or saying smtg to me. So I took out my earpiece,then he repeated wad he said. He said "Goodluck for ur test or exam" The minute he said that,aku dah mcm cair secair nyee..then I said thanks,tu pat aku rase muke aku dah blushing gile..then bile dah sampai yck, I dont know why but tibe2 I feel like being peramah mentel gituu,I said bye bye to him..hehe

Then he said gdbye to me too! And hes dimple like WOOOWWWWW! CUTE GILE=D

Bile pintu mrt dah tutup, he still smile at me..aduhaiiii,sungguh kacak =) haha

So when sabrina met me,I quickly told her abt that guy.

Then I said to sab

"nasib ade test,kalau tak aku step turun ang mo kio or bishan jadi boleh bual lame ngan die"

"eh ifahh kau jgn nk melampau eh! astaufirallah*she said this while laughing*

"tkdela,our conversation baru nk start gituu,then aku dah kene turun,WASTEDD!"

"hahaha,kau doa2la nxt wed kau nmpk die lagi"

Hopefully lah sab eh,bt I think just now die nk gi beach or smtg coz die bwg begpack and bola captain's ball. ntahlaa..itu andaian aku jek,hehe

Tmr will the last day Im going to sch ,so aku nk self declare that starting on friday 18 disember onwards aku dah HOLIDAYYY!! YEAHHHH!! =D

2009-12-14T21:57:00.000+08:00

I was so damn sleepy during my first lab lesson. I cant be bothered to listen to my teacher eventhough hes doing revision for the test which will start half an hour later. I really cant absorbed anything,my body feels so weak especially my eyes. All I want is to do the test as soon as possible and leave the classroom which I managed to do that. Thank you sabrina for helping me during the test..sayangggggggggg kamu! hehe

School ends kinda early today so I quickly rushed home and didnt wait for the rest. The reason was because my sister is going LAOS tonight for one month for some sch exchange programs. My parents thought of sending her to the airport bt then they came home from work kinda late so my sister do not want to trouble them and share cab with her friend eventhough my parents insist of sending her. Since we didnt send her,kite semue teman die kat bawah block sampaila cab yg kwn die naik sampai. I didnt cry because this is not the first time she's leaving eventhough this time round its the longest so far, bt I do feel sad when she hugged me. My parents cried esp mum. My adek tk payahla nk ckp..die mmg tkde perasaan..die senyum jek all the way..haha..I cant believe my sis bought for him a new nike slipper for 4obucks..menggeramm jekk aku bile dapat tau..den I told my sis,not fair sehh!

Den she said "I give u all my cards wad,use it la..go buy wad u want..bt jgn boros..beli benda yg perlu" I taula kak,tkkan i nk belanja sampai u bankrupt kan..haha..I noe u trust me,all this while I tk pernah over limit right?? hehe..I love u kakak =D Like I always said to u guys,she pampers me and hafiz alotttt! Im going to miss her...I have to tidur sorang2 for one month =(

Semoga kakak selamat pergi dan selamat balik, insya allah..

Im having my class chalet nextweek! Yeahhhhh! I really cant wait for holiday to arrive =)

2009-12-09T15:35:00.010+08:00

Yesterday presentation,hmm I really dono how to describe it. Its like bile kite masuk kelas jek terus cikgu mcm membebel suruh first grp present cepat2..seriusly I dono why she like so the kelam kabut,padahal her nxt class will be at 3pm and she have 3 hours with us..then during our presentation,muke die mcm serius aku tk favour! Aku ngan sab describe her like ayam penyet because kite mcm fed up arh,imagine my grp is the 3rd one..then bcoz of the first grp ade problem and 2nd grp went missing,in the end grp aku PRESENT FIRST AND WE ARE NOT PREPARED! Aku belum practice slide aku puunn! first time throughout my life aku present mcm taik sehh..case tergamam!! EEEEEEE!!!! I noela we shud be prepared bt cikgu mcm tk boleh sabar,padahal grp number two otw to class pee!

So this is what sabrina type in her blog,combination idea from both of us,bayyeekkk punye!
Korang tau tak Nasi Ayam Penyet? Ibaratkan muka dia tu ayam kita pakai ketuk2 jadi penyet kannnnyya! Pipi ngan mulut die tu kita letak sambal belacan sikit..biar berseri tau. Habis tu rambut dia kita decorate dengan timun and salad supaya kita boleh tutop JENDOL dia. Soup untuk treatment rambut dia biar lebih shiny!! Yang terakhir nasi pulak kita letak betul2 atas hidung dia bersepahkan pada mukanya. INI CASE MAJOR PUNYR KRITIKAL! Tapi nasib bukan NASI AMBANG eh! naik confuse aku nanti macam mana nk decorate mukanya! COMPLICATED!!
I noe kite tk baik but mase tuu kite tengah geram gilee..coz cikgu nk deduct markah kite cz kite dah waste time die,like its not our fault wad..grp lain yg buat hal beh kite kene..bt then at the end of the lesson,die kate kite semue not bad..she kinda like it..so kire die bagi kite motivation balik laaa

So yesterday bile aku balik rumah jek,keje aku lepak all the way..like I slept frm 4.30pm till the nxt morning at 8am..bt in between aku bangun jgk coz nk smbhyg,den aku sambung tido balik..haha..i dono why i feel so tired..this morning thought of not going to sch bt den i said to myself "Ifah kau jgn melampau,smlm tido sampai tk ingat dunia,kau jgn nk complain penat!" haha,so yarh I mandi cepat2 den gi sekolah. BEH TADI konon arh aku semangat nk belajar marketing bt aku salah bwk buku..den sabrina said "nie case kau dah byk sgt tido sampai kau mabuk salah bwk buku!" haha,padahal wen i want to put the book inside my beg,i thought i saw the word "MARKETING" printed on the cover.

FINALLY today i got the chance to meet SYED! RINNDDDUUU SEHH! And hes getting so kurus,omg this fren of mine really shud become a model! HOT SEH!! Sab and I were shouting when we saw him,cz kite dah lame tk nmpk die! I really hope he will come down for our class chalet,baru best!! =)

I got myself a new blusher from loreal! OFFER! actually wanted to get revlon punye coz its much more nicer,bt i told myself to be a smart buyer for the time being,hehe
Btw,i have submit my specialization for 3rd yr..first three choice networking,followed by logistic and last two choices were programming! Nk katekan,kite yg melayu choose the same thing except for hafiz,his first choice is logistic. So we shall wait and see,coz result will be release on feb!

2009-12-06T16:23:00.003+08:00

I MISS my LONG HAIR!!

Dear hair, please grow faster

I slept pretty late yesterday since I had to finish the codings for my project! Bt I still do not know how to link the menu script to my other forms. I dont even know whether it is possible. Bt sabrina said boleh, later she will try to figure it out. If die pon tk boleh buat, then terpaksa mintak tolong kian hock. Presentation will be on tuesday. I dont even know what to say during presentation, I mean the ppt slides somehow I can manage bt what will I answer when ms verona ask me questions abt my codings. Seriously I dont know how to explain except the ones that has comments. I really need my grp members to explain to me so that Im more prepared.

Khai sms me whether nk join drg buat project at woodlands library. So I thought maybe I will meet them around 3plus. But I had to follow my family to sembawang shopping centre and I reached home at 4plus, by the time aku dah rase penat and malas. So yah I didnt meet them. Sorry guys!

So now im trying to figure out how to do IST practical hmwk, but I still dont get it!

My brain like not functioning gituu..thought of switching task to RAD hmwk but I cant remember which hmwk yg die nk kite edit, And the problem is Im not sure which one yg nk kene edit, the only thing that I remember, cikgu kate kene delete smtg and add a new class for that hmwk,which of coz I need to do codings. AKU BENCI CODINGS! BENCI SGT2! I really feel irritated with it! eerrghh! I guess I just put aside this two homework first and get started with IST tutorial.

Im broke and I hate it. Irritating sehhhhhhh,here and there christmas sales beh aku tk boleh shopping sepuas2 hati aku..eee!!!

2009-12-04T15:15:00.004+08:00

Somebody went to donate his blood!

So sabrina didnt come to sch yesterday,somehow I already expect it even before I sms her, ntah eh mcm ade strong instinct that she wont come..haha

I was bored cause tkde orang nk layan aku and then I feel abit tk selesa when ade this few people looking at me, kalau la ade sabrina..atleast aku relax sikit and mengadu kat die..nie makin sabrina tkde..asal la makin aku serempak drg..den terpakse aku mengadu kat sabrina thru msn and phone call,hehe

Yesterday bile nak balik,aku adela tengah syiok bual2 ngan wenqi den suddenly fazreen said "HANIFAHHH,HANIFAHHH" I was like asal ngan si faz nie, rupenye mamat library ade kat depan mate aku,just that aku tk perasan! haha..the minute I saw him, aku nervous gile babi punye..blushing gile and dada aku berdegap degup u! haha

Den faz,khai and qifeng tk baik seh..drg keep on saying loudly "abang,bang..abang"

Drg buat gitu till that guy tngok kan aku sehh..den baru faz action ckp bang khai..hahaha

Den bile he was abt to go other direction,drg gi ckp "Name saya hanifah!" I was like so geram with them,mcm nk cekik jek...I know la die dah nk graduate..tapi tk payah la krg susah2 nk tlg aku..aku mmg shy gile ngan die..anyway its just a crush! =D